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Sunday, December 30, 2007

I'm going home I'm going home I'm going homeeeeee...

See everyone soon! :D

wishing wind to thy wings at 6:59 AM
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

I wonder whether there's such a thing as squishing my bear bear too tight such that it becomes deformed. Heehee.

Oh and my sister bougth another jacket recently. My younger one I mean. She has sooooo many jackets! Like for what. I'm the one who always wears jackets while she doesn't. Buy to hang in the wardrobe only. Oh and she likes all of them -.- Haha, I like my dance jacket, my FOX Men XL jacket (hehe), and 'my' new jacket (hehehe).

Merry Christmas from London! (It's on 25th here yet. Only 10+pm) Home cooked Christmas dinner was delicious just now :D

wishing wind to thy wings at 6:11 AM
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Monday, December 24, 2007

I like the cookies I made myself :D

wishing wind to thy wings at 4:54 AM
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Sunday, December 23, 2007

Watching "An Audience with Celine Dion" on TV right now. She's really muscular it's so cool!

Haha and I just realise how fat and stiff I've become so it's time to start stretching though I don't think I'll cut the food until I get back. It's horrid thinking of how much sugar I consume everyday. Butter and sugar on toast in the morning, coffee at least once a day as well. (2 coffees and 1 tea today). ALL THE SUGAR. ACKS!

Haha shall try to do some work now then. It's really warm today :)

wishing wind to thy wings at 5:23 AM
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Friday, December 21, 2007

Interesting. I'm eating candy floss now and it's really soft and fluffy and it really melts so that there isn't anything left after it melts. Hehe.

I'm eating a lot a lot. Lol. Even though there's still a lot left. Haha. Ate Chinese food today which was quite nice :)

Trying to plan sightseeing when taking care of the waller is an interesting task. Hehs.

Im going to rest a bit and do other stuff now.

wishing wind to thy wings at 4:29 AM
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Thursday, December 20, 2007

Hyde Park's really pretty. But today's a weekday so there wasn't anyone speaking at the Speaker's Corner which was kind of sad. But it was really very pretty! And there were a lot of birds flying around. Haha. But my silly sister actually got lost inside the park! Like was trying to lead us to High Street Kensington but she walk halfway decided it wasn't the correct direction and so went the opposite direction, and made us have to head back again.

Yeps. And I shan't say too much here later i lazy to chronicle it in my 'travel journal', then very wasted.

The food here is good. I think it agrees with my sister particularly much she can eat tons and tons in a single meal. Like what is worth a few meals and still declare that she isn't full. Can eat up everything of her own and still wait for people to be unable to finish theirs so that she could finish it up for them. Haha.

But I feel greedy here as well. Just finished a thick sandwich and soup which is supposedly enough for two meals. Haha! But walk so much difficult to get fat lah huh ;)

Ehh the way I blog so much I'd be lazy to write later because typing's so much faster. Haha. But cannot waste my notebook.

My sister's really very ai mei I cannot take it already. And she's pulling my hair now cause I'm supposedly saying bad stuff about her. Supposedly. I speak only the truth.

Ok. Later my hair really drop off. Haha.

wishing wind to thy wings at 3:28 AM
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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Hello everybody. Hailing from the Marble Arch, London.

It is really very very cold over here. Brrr...

Okies I don't know what else to say. More and photos when I go back I guess. Off to submit some applications :S

BOOHOO I'm missing home already :'(

wishing wind to thy wings at 3:55 PM
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Monday, December 17, 2007

Late at night (or rather early in the morning), listening to music, deciding what's my favourite song. I really don't have favourites you know.

And Marilyn Manson spoilt the night. But...

There Can Be Miracles
by Mariah Carey

Many nights we pray
With no proof anyone could hear
And our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we know we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
And now I am standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fear
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way safe through the rain
Thought of a still resilient voice
Says love is very near

There can be miracles (miracles)
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

You will when you believe
You will when you believe
Just believe
You will when you believe

I'm trying to believe :)

I think it's this late at nightness, when I start thinking about a lot of things.

[Can YAMZ members please revive the poor dying blog? We need an outing really soon anyway!]

wishing wind to thy wings at 2:22 AM
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Sunday, December 16, 2007

This is a little late, but we did send Yong Chun off to Tekong. Errr. He chose the backdrop. Haha, fancy he thinks he looks like Jet Li. Lol. Anyone who wants photos from that day please ask them from me soon since I'm leaving really very soon! Like day after. Yeps. Haha and this picture has Mo doing a funny face (the last picture we took) because the previous two more normal ones had Yong Chun and Chun Fung with their eyes shut. Lol.

Haha, thank goodness for mummy who says "Even you...", makes me feel so much better. Haha.

Ate the most delicious fish soup + rice today! Wah, like so rare. Other than that, yesterday's dinner at Gu Po's house was actually a ploy to lure my family out for my gu po and gong gong to give us hong bao. Not that I'm complaining. Haha, the food's good too :)

Just did my London research today. Looks kinda cool :) There are so many places to visit! I wonder how many we could go to. I hope it snows. Or I hope we go somewhere where it snows. Yeps. Haha other than that, parks parks more parks museums markets villages. Shopping! Whee...

Haven't gone overseas with my family for ages (though my dad still wouldn't be with us on this trip). But looking forward to a new experience. Would be so different. Hope I don't feel stifled or anything!

Oh, and I must remember to take more people photos this time! If not I'd get another set of A LOT OF SCENERY PICTURES for the entire tour. Eeeps.

Haha must take photos of all the christmas trees as well :D Oh lol, christmas tree tour! (that was what I told my sister. hehe)

Why am I so sleepy :(

Oh yes, was trying to dig for something in the horrible mound on my table (I don't even know whether it's in the pile), but I found a lot of other things instead. Like my long lost scientific calculator, my Sec 2 SYF Opening Ceremoney tag to go into the Esplanade backstage and a note we wrote to ourselves in SLN, posted to us early this year.

"Your shield will be your foundation, add in your spirit, your sword..."

I told myself to "grow and help others to grow" last time. Really wonder how much I've gone about doing that...

wishing wind to thy wings at 8:25 PM
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Friday, December 14, 2007

Oh gosh. 24 more hours to wait. How to survive. I somehow don't think I would think of anything else over this period of time.

Sometimes I wonder how people don't realise they are imposing on others.

Haha moodymoody. :(

wishing wind to thy wings at 10:11 AM
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

I have a new hard-disk. And after removing all the random gym videos I've accumulated over the year, there's a refreshing change in the free space I have on my laptop. From ~300mb [I keep having to do disk cleanup] to ~4gb. Goody good :D

Haha it's time to settle down and do work and pack and what nots. Oh well.

wishing wind to thy wings at 7:29 PM
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Monday, December 10, 2007

My aunt's over for the day. Went out for a late lunch just now. Haha and so on. Thenn. My mum told her I'm attached. And she told my sister too -.- Hence all of a sudden everyone crowded around my laptop clamouring for pictures. FAINTS. My aunt asked me more questions than what my mum had asked initially. Lol.

Errr haha. Oh well. Quite amusing lah.

I'm SOOO sleepy. Yawns... Shall hurry up finish another app today to look through again another day. Oh well.

Haha nervous and jumpy for something I learnt just now! Acks.

wishing wind to thy wings at 4:51 PM
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Couldn't sleep for ages last night so I stay up reading until 3+ and still had some problem fallling asleep. But was suprisingly sober and awake when the alarm clock rang at 8 this morning and I had no problem at all hauling myself out of bed.

I wonder whether all the books about lawyer trials and murder scenes, horrorific imagery and trailers of the horror movie, together with the gory details in hitman are getting to me. Eeks. How childish of me :S

Oh well lol. I'm still tired and I can't really think straight.

wishing wind to thy wings at 12:08 PM
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Sunday, December 09, 2007

I'm waiting for the 15th but I don't want it to come. I can't believe I'm such a slow coach because I'm leaving on the 18th and I still have goodness knows how many applications as of yet uncompleted! Furthermore, I just decided to submit other stuff to the Unis and so I need to mail them stuff too. Something I can't just do over in the UK!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I want to know and right now. I can't live with the suspense!

wishing wind to thy wings at 5:25 PM
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I'm like. So worried I can't settle down to do work.

On another note, I had a horrible nightmare I certainly hope won't come true. Yeps.

wishing wind to thy wings at 2:51 PM
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Saturday, December 08, 2007

Omg! Yesterday was a rather cool day because I sent only 1 sms the WHOLE day. Haha. Probably because I was just sitting in front of my laptop the whole day. Oh and the sms was sent to a teacher anyway... So like not random chatting. (Oh and the teacher only replied me today tsk :P).

Haha I'm really starting to count down now.

Meanwhile I'm going to start applying for some scholarships.

Don't you think sometimes that when a person has problems, he or she likes to exemplify it (is this the correct word?) and would think another person is not taking he or she seriously when that person thinks that the problem is not very huge? It's like having a sickness and because you feel grosses out by it you will not take "this is a simple (errrr....) stomach flu (let's say), it will go away in a few days" as an explanation and would want "oh my this is a serious problem, but I think I can do something about it. Let me give you _this_this_this_ medication". Eeks. That's like how silly can...

wishing wind to thy wings at 9:14 AM
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I've been watching Bleach the whole day and not doing work! The weird feeling's still there :S UGHS. Hmm... Maybe it's just that I don't find a meaning in the days right now huh.

Anyway. It's really time to start doing my uni apps. Yeps. I promise myself that I will do them tomorrow. Or instead, later when I wake up. Yepsyepsyeps.

Promise...

wishing wind to thy wings at 12:22 AM
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Friday, December 07, 2007

I feel cheated! No fair. Instead of having swept and mopped the floor, my mummy swept every room except mine. And I had to sweep that room and mop the floor for the entire house! Much more work than originally. Since sweeping is a job shared with my sister :(

Wahhh. Work out man. I'm a bit sweaty. The greatest physical exertion since... Since... I don't know when. Hehe. And I was already using the cheater mop where by you velcro a piece of cloth to the stick and the swipe the cloth around the house. Not the big stupid mop head which I have to split into three to squeeze the water out of. Oh wait. Have you guys even seen a mop? Lol.

I just realised that all of a sudden everything in 'My Documents' have turned blue. Ok not everything but a lot of things! WHY!!! Faints.

Ohhh and. In a great show of faith, I just washed my hp pouch the other day. None of the stitches fell out! Phew... :P Haha and upon close scrutiny, outside, inside, along the edges, by Xin Ying and Ivy, it received a pass :P Haha. How amusing ;)

wishing wind to thy wings at 3:03 PM
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Eeeks eeks weird feeling I don't know why.

Haha was supposed to clean furniture and sweep the floor this morning while my mum's out so that when she comes back she can mop the floor. But then, I woke up only at 12.30. I guess she's already finished sweeping and mopping the floor [I hope]. Haha.

Chinese dance gathering yesterday was a flop! A total of 4 members turns up. Linette came a while later. But. It was so sad! I was late already, reached only at around 12.05 when the meeting time was 12. [Can you imagine this I was supposed to pass Yiwei her GC and only remembered that I didn't bring it along with me after walking half the distance to the MRT?] Ok then everyone else turned up wayyyy later.

Haha ate at pepper lunch and it was quite enjoyable just chatting randomly. Though the usual topic of Uni and Scholarships always stress me up :( Oh and I'm lazy to dig for my cable now so photos next time.

Went home and slacked the whole day off. Mmmm...

I'm still feeling a bit sleepy. Like haven't caught up on lack of sleep post prom yet :P But it's time to start uni apps again I guess. Errr, after I've watched somemore Bleach :P

Haha. Hols feel weird. Good thing I still have things to look forward to!

Oh and for clarity... Going to UK for HOLIDAY. Not uni or sth [though I certainly hope so!]. Hehe.

wishing wind to thy wings at 1:14 PM
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Wednesday, December 05, 2007

I have just looked at all the prom photos I've taken yesterday. And I declare myself unsatisfied! :(

Firstly, I took way too little photos! My feet were too tired for me to roam about so I didn't move about much and took much less photos than expected.

Secondly, a lot of photos weren't nice-looking or even bright enough! Tsk, the photographers should have said when the picture isn't bright enough at all mah :S

Also, I realised I didn't take photos with all those class people who did make up with me at Lewis' mum's place! Like we were together for so long already that I actually forgot that we didn't take nice dressed up photos together! Especially Mo with her uber-cool dress. Hehe.

Last but not least, Wen Hao wasn't there. Hehe. So... I took a photo with his friends (mine too :D) and Mini Mel made me take that last photo. I added in the question mark. Lol.

And then. Of course, the customary gym photo.

And the customary gym pose :P

And our wonderful sec 4 batch :) [In the same formation as the photo we took in sec 4!]

The Chinese Dance photo! Please send me all the rest of the photos ok! There were different poses in each camera I only have the initial most boring one!

Class girls [I don't have the class guys one nor the everyone together one please send me!]

BZA... I wonder why I'm so nice to the Bully Zhi Xu Association :S

Last but not least. This is my favourite photo ;) The background is the coolest of the whole night lah :P And we were like still not at the prom place yet. Lol. But so sad Junx was wearing her specs :( Thanks to Wan Ling the photographer :D

But ahhhh a lot of people I didn't manage to take with. And one weird person I randomly had to take with [still don't know that person's name somemore]. And...

Ohh! Now that prom is over, I can start my cut fats regime by going swimming again [though it rains so often arh :S]. And once my feet are sufficiently healed, I'll go run again. Must build up all the lost stamina! Yeps yeps.

Confirmed :D Going to UK!

wishing wind to thy wings at 6:29 PM
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Very apparently, walking around the entire terminal 3 and rushing across the length of terminal 2 and walking up and down the ballroom taking photos and around clarke quay in extremely high heels is well. Not a very good idea. My feet hurt. Super badly.

Anyway, off to lunch. More updates and photos at night :) Now must try to catch some rest. Haven't slept since 7am yesterday... I must last through the talk man...

wishing wind to thy wings at 12:10 PM
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Monday, December 03, 2007

Lifted a magazine off the SISTIC counter at J8 today and was just browsing through it. [Does lifted sound like I stole it? It was free!] Haha a lot of jewellery actually look decent on magazines [although I admit I don't look at many], if only there were of sufficient size. Haha. Made me think a pendant I wanted last year and my mummy agreed to get for me. Haha it was ridiculously cheap, we though, given that there were diamond studs. And then... Instead of something about 50-cents-coin-sized, it was smaller than a 5 cents coin! Tsk. No wonder lah.

Hmmm... Having a bit of doubts as to whether I am really set for studying Economics in Uni. Afterall, I had a super tough time studying Econs for A levels. Not that I didn't understand, it's just, I don't know lah... Haha maybe it's really foolish worries arh. BUTTTT. Doubts. How do I write a convincing essay when I'm so doubtful of myself! Grah.

Hmm... Wonder what Miss Tang would say if she knew I plan to study Econs in Uni huh... When she asked why Chem I went, "Easy to understand, and easy to teach". Errr... Hopefully it's not just me who thinks so! If not I'd have a hard time!

I borrowed eight books from the library today. Oops. I won't have time to write my essays like that! Tsk tsk to myself. Ahhhh...

I suppose I should continue writing now... But I still doubt myself. HOW!

Crisis: Pink necklace, no pink ear rings! Eeks.

wishing wind to thy wings at 7:07 PM
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Sunday, December 02, 2007

Odd little moments of slight depression. Ughs...

wishing wind to thy wings at 11:53 AM
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Saturday, December 01, 2007

Woke up at only 12.30pm today. I shall blame it on operation clean-up yesterday which left me super tired. And I feel like going to sleep again. Ok actually I think I'm just falling sick :S Super tired.

The TV at home went POOF yesterday. So had to go with my mum to lug one back today. Herculean Zhi Xu carried it up the stairs (ok I carried it in the lift) and installed it. And lugged the other TV away again. Haha lug because I insisted on getting the old sort of TV and not the new thin plasma types which make people look short and fat :P

Ahhhh I don't feel like starting work. Ok postpone till tomorrow before I start berating myself again :S

Today was a rather tiring day, and I'm ready to hit my pillows. Despite the fact that I have yet to be up for more than 9 hours :S

wishing wind to thy wings at 9:27 PM
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