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8+1!! | abbY* | alison
whiny aster | belle* | chermaine
chianyeh | class | cheryl y | evelyn
jing xuan | mandre | su(mar)wan | nikki
ramona | pamela maria loo jing ling
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yamz! | yihui(: | yiwei
zhunian!
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new wallet | black hoop
sasaki ball!!
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Monday, October 30, 2006
whee, my uncle's wedding dinner yesterday. haha, juz realised yesterdae morning! omg, so sha... haha, my mummy's super blur! LOL...yikes, i never knew i could get hooked onto korean drama... haha, i actually get caught on to the k-wave! albeit belatedly.. heehee, like watching fullhouse until very happy!! haha!! like so belated somemore lehs... lol... the goong also very nice (correct spelling?) yikes... im getting caught onto korean drama!!!
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Saturday, October 28, 2006
wheee... so long never blog liaos... haha!ysterdae went for rib formal dinner! haha, with aster to perform a warped version of colours. yikes... the both of us suck at doing make up! haha... we spent more time doing make up than performing, warming up, changing and combined with everything!! haha.... then like panic in the laundry area of moor house! yikes! and then, aster went to destroy the new eyeliner i bought!!! :'(:'( arghs!!!! sooo horrible!! then she screwed up my makeup!! haha.. well, actually i think we messed up each other's makeup:$:$
haha... today is school declared holiday. slept till 12... hehe. missed the 6L sports carn! wonder how was it...
ughs, i realised that i cant stand pple who say they will do something and then they dun do it:(
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
eeeks. super tired but feeling happy today dunnoe why:Ddance was fun! did L-shaped thingy!! haha, so gymmish! lol... but now got two bright red spots on my collar bone:( ughs
haha... did sth special today:D wonder who can notice it:D
thanx charlene for the belated by 1 week less than a year birthday present! lol... my birthday coming soon:D:D
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Monday, October 23, 2006
lol. today had to wake up SUPER early for comm service though i slept at one plus last night. grrrrrr...comm service was ok larh. but so grrr... my student didn't bring her science stuff so we couldnt do science. and pls lorh, her science was like the weakest and i set her work to complete alrr leh!
eee, then arh. do maths. decimals... and like almost every question wrong!! so terrible. then i tried explaining then use models like still dun understand. like must explain every single step. quite sad:( and like going to panic for her already cos exams are coming soon. somemore she still dun panic herself larh!!! grah!!!
sometimes i wonder how much help i give to these kids. cos like they probably dun have outside tution, that's why need us. but only once a week, makes it very hard for us to keep up with EVERY SINGLE SUBJECT. so we prioritise, target the ones they are weaker at, only to find out that they really need help in other subjects too.
hmmm. also, sometimes the kids seem quite well-off. as in can survive. not bad until really really need help like that. like the recent incident at the mrt. like really need help. then quite sad cos we are not catering to kids like that. sometimes we seem to give a lot of help to the society but are we helping people who truly need help? mostly the people who really really need help don't know how to ask for help. dunnoe where to seek help also... hmmm, quite sad larh:(
anyways, someone once said: gao ding le gen wo jiang... my belated answer is: wo gao bu ding! :(
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
went to mandre's house today:D:Dquite, scrap that, super fun:D actually not super fun but quite fun larh
haha
i dunnoe what im crapping abt...
anyways... so 1st we met at bishan mrt... and the few of us [super noob] went to ntuc to buy ingredients [mandre calls them ammunition] to last us the whole day...
then after a long walk into mandre's house after taking bus [was i the onli 1 complaining?] we started of the immense task of making our own sandwiches:D i chopped up the cucumber!!! and arranged it prettily... haha, actually i think im hopeless in the kitchen, later like my mum say yi hou jia bu chu qu... anyways... quite fun larh... messing about... and the sandwiches were a success!! very fun:D but i think the cheese spread contributed by miss lee was the nicest!! hehes...
after a long while eating, drinking ribena [made by MEEE!!] eating chips and dunnoe how much what nots... went down to the basement to look at photos, get sleepy and wait for xinwei to come... xinwei! why you come so late?? grr... nxt time shud make it such tt every1 is free... haha, and i think supposed to play squash but i lazy so didnt actually play... :$ my fault!!! so sorry.. haha, very piggy and lazy today! haha, anyways watched a cool french movie today. "love me if you dare" something about a couple daring each other to do stoopid stuff, right from young until they grow old... quite whimsical. ok wait, super whimsical... but ok larh, at least not too boring... haha!
ate prata... which was quite nice, but the walk to the circus was sooo long... oh no, i keep complaining... haha, but then yes! good! burn off fats!!! ate sooo much today larhs... grah!
so there~ conclusion of a very fun day
wheee, been out since 9.30 to 8.15!!! like almost 9 hours liaos... smmr not like school... haha! so rare!
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
ponned school today... then end up really fall sick... so suay... but not serious larh... looking forward to gathering at mandre's house tmr:Dughs. juz found out that if i get into the business orientation programme [which i hope so but chances are slim after i see all the pple who are going for interview], it will clash with a week of intensive dance... why liddat?? anyway... still wish me the best of luck :)
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Friday, October 20, 2006
ughs... super boring day in sch today... arghs!!!! so sian... sch is super sians now!!! yucksyucksyucks...aster and her rib thingy? LOL...
i sound random today. heck care...
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
got back results liaos...physics :)
chemistry :D
math :'(
econs :'(
gp :'(:'(
well... that sums up everything
oh yes
h3 math :'(:'(:'(
ah wells. basically for promos. everything improved except for gp and math. and arghs... math deproved!! when like everyone else improved! haha
anyways... congrats to yihui for making 4As!!! onli person in chi dance:D well done!!
arghs. chem spa tmr! such utter rubbish. making us mug after promos :'(
anyways. today is a funny day... like got premonition of doom...
1st blk chem: rotate ankle feel weird
2nd blk math: walk down steps then ankle crack
3rd blk pe: twisted ankle -.-
haha! super amusing. now got bruise on my knee cos crash onto the floor! haha!
ahhh, should go study now!
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Monday, October 16, 2006
i wonder why pple actually like me, or do pple like me at all... and if there are pple who like me, is it the real me? quite confused. i think im selfish. and pple have called me dictator in the face before. and ... dunnoe... strikes me that... i wonder...c0mments
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
today went out with aster the whole day!!!went for jab... shudders... like i thot onli 1 jab. then three!! THREE!! so painful larh... like now arms still aching! ughs... anyway. tts interior, like when you wait for consultation very nice. very hao hua:D then the nurse quite nice oso... keep asking why aster and i keep whispering! lol. but then very scary.. and the needles were painful... :(
went to delifrance for lunch with aster... she is WEIRD... haha... sorry aster. but... she sliced my potato gratin into cubes!!! zomg... so hard to eat after that. and her lagsane... [correct spelling?] erps... she went to eat layer by layer -.-
but never mind... i love you aster. and ohs! ysterdae we were saying must be productive... like must buy stuff... and buy like same/simliar stuff... so we shop. and try out many things. and sian sian cos we were at novena. and novena square and united square got NOTHING!!! like nothing to shop!!! :'( liked a shirt from esprit but it didnt meet criteria. cos aster was supposed to get the same thing as me and she didnt!!! rawr...
and mdm ong suddenly called me to tell me abt this shanghai trip bbq [actually for her higher chi pple but then they say must meet with the rest of the trip pple so suddenly asked aster and i who were like the onli extra pple who signed up]... so we were very shocked and troubled... and since we were still trying to meet objective...
we went to j8... [mdm ong's hse at bishan] and bought caps... lol... but quite fun larh... aster very fun to be with!! juz that we so hesitant that we will end up going to shanghai and end up coming back empty handed! that will be like the saddest thing on earth
oh yeah.. then went for the bbq... at first felt very extra... but the pple were nice and welcoming:) so there:) quite enjoyable... and very friendly! they pressed food on us so many times!! like usually go bbq eat nxt to nothing. then today ate a reasonable amt:) like i rem gym chalet at more marshmellows than chicken wings... haha! anyways...
achy arms... shall rest them frm typing so much:)
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
got sth off my mind today... giving me headache for the fourth day consecutive. wah....... like much lighter now... kind of relieving. but kind of guilty as wellc0mments
Friday, October 13, 2006
achy not to say how badly my back hurts and how sore my toe feelsughs... pw dry run today. i stumbled like crazy and yucks!!! :'( and well... cf is still sick and i wonder what will happen. yucks
and dance! wahhhhh... so achy that i din feel like dancing... so went to dance studio chionging from pw op dry run. and danced thrice... thrice! and wrote wu3 zi4 as in the "wu3" word 188 times [what a coincidence, my pw group number]
anyway. compare what i was supposed to do with what i did... danced thrice and worte 188 times.... -.-
finished an entire artemis fowl book in the aftnn... starting on the third book liaos. super nice and easy to read... :D
aiyah. die... tmr got loads of things to bring. so mafan... dread packing bag!
ughs... should sleep early today. still very tired frm my 12.30 or 1am stunt last night :(
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
bao tui zuansfrontwalk
cartwheels
dance training today!
what i got out of dance training:
1) very long un-done handstand
2) very long un-done front walkover
3) very long un-done cartwheel
4) bao qian tui zuan
5) bao ce tui zuan
6) bao hou tui zuan!!! [720!]
7) aching neck8) aching lower back
9) cracked toe nail
10) THE FEELING OF DANCING AGAIN!
anyways, laoshi said our dance item for open house is nice! very flowing and can be taken onto stage to dance! wahhh... it was like what... a 2 hours effort.
anyways, the bad thing was the music. not chinesey enough. ughs... how to find chinesey music by fri? die larh
die larh. pw dry run tmr and then cf sick:( ughs... howhowhow? i think our group thus far super un-prepared. well done...
chiong! many things to do!
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
rubbishy day in school today. dun feeling like talking much. dint get back math paper... they cheat my feelingsc0mments
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
juz watched centerstage... thanx aster for lending it to me!!! such a wonderful wonderful movie!! the dancing is like super pro although the plot is juz ~~~ haha!!! but then who watches it for plot?? you watch for the dancing!!! and the dancing is like hoooowwwwwww good larh!!! wheeee....today's school was such a waster of time! ughs... i thot there was chem prac although i dun like chem prac but i expected it to be the only proper lesson of the day... no. we had to watch csi... which is quite grosss... like the person go slice a woman down her body, rip it open and pull out intestines to squeeze out urine! *vomits* how utterly disgusting!!!
then after that had chem breakfast... which was kind of crappy cos we juz sit there and talk or listen to people talk... but! quite relaxing larh... like after promos still havent properly relaxed for such a long long period of time...
then had math lecture on vectors... [lectured by wen hao's ou xiang!!! LOL... mr tan. makes me think of how long i never go for gym training liaos :S miss gym!] basically i didnt listen at all.. spent the whole lecture reading nana3... so long never touch nana liaos...
then had math tutorial... which was quite some fun! combinations and permutations... like havent touched that since the end of h3 math!!! which reminds me... ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!! tmr getting back h3 math!!! i hope i pass!!! aster owes me a treat if i do!!! ahhhhhhhhhh... so jing zhang!
LOL... and then had lunch and econs tutorial... which was something like civics! haha.
anyways... sooo weird! like charlene keep telling me she want to come and look for me... like ysterdae night suddenly ask me when my lunch is! then today she never come and look for me then aft sch [when i already reach home] she ask me when my school end! -.- haha!! but then she want to look for me tmr? like... what's happening?? i want to know!!! sooo mysterious! and sudden!
oh yes! almost forgot!! today have to write CV! and i wanted to watch so you think you can dance! like nan de dun hav gym must really catch every series! but then must write the CV also!!! like due on wed!!! *screams*... smmr i dunnoe how to write... anyone noes?? pls help me!! :'(:'(
ok... shall go stress on my own without hurting ur eyes by making you read this liaos... ahhhhhhhhh
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Monday, October 09, 2006
where as all the smoke and dust gone? disappeared overnight!! yesterdae i still cldnt see the buildings opposite my house then today suddenly can! haha...anyways... went to tutor some kids today... whoah... crash course for pri sch sci!!! soooooo scary... pri sch sci is a bit crappish... all stuff you must throw away once you get to sec sch... but kinda like sec sch chem which you must throw away when you reach jc...
anyways... amusing things you can find in a letter to parents...
Dear Sir/Madman
fight [instead of flight]
intinerary
haha!!! there' s more i think but too lazy to refer to the letter....
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
sick and feeling terrible... yucks...today was a terrible day. so far. alrr very terrible. wake up at 7 cos sneeze until cannot sleep and then disappoint sm1 for like the 5th time running. :'(
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
haha... juz remembered today that our dance is called ai de wu yu!!! LOL... translation of the title of the song -- love story:)ahhhh... i like the dance soso much:D:D:D feel like digging out old old scores to play love story again:)
the dance is nice... or so the comments go... i hope it's nice.. well... i think it's nice... but, i wldnt know... ahhhhh, but today got some weird comments and revelations too... i have a feeling our queer starting is not working... haha! the dance originally started with an odd suggestion from me, toking abt weird stuff and weird poses... then it developed!!! LOL... then today realised how our randomness was not exactly random looking to the audience and our weirdness was weird to the audience!! ahwells...
the costumes is nice:D i think it brightened up the dance a lot... but the moves dun match the costumes!!! ughs...
why do i keep blogging abt dance these few days?? haha... think i miss dancing too much!!
btw... happy mid autumn festival!
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Friday, October 06, 2006
whee!! juz spoke to my sister online!! sang burfdae song!!! haha... so fun:D:D:D poor her... im eating marcoroni at home and she has to prepare her own lunch!c0mments
to all open house dancers: tmr is full dress!! bring ur costumes and come prepared:) cya tmr!
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yucks!! the liberty she takes with my laptop now that my mummy uses it... hello, i let my mum use it doesnt mean she can use it... irritating poke! supposed to be studying smmr!! yucksyucksyucks!!!
pw op briefing was wat the suck larh!! yucks! the teachers yak and yak and dowan to stop the briefing... like nan de the chance to talk to so many people then dowan to put down the mic!! rawr!!!! soooo boring and soooo irritating! i HATE pw!!
my sister's birthday today:) happy birthday anan~! that's if you read this blog at all... haha... shall but that in a bigger font...:)
okies... dance today was fine... i didnt fall down!! rawr!! everytime i go and collect keys from the security guard, i onli WALK all the way there, to find that some1 else drew keys already! :'( yucks!! the walk is SOOOOOO LOOOONNNNGGGGGGG smmr lehs!!:(
haha... stayed back with a few pple today aft pw op briefing and play uno!! super fun... i havent played it for like years??? haha... smmr still got new rules... like "intercept" which is really cool, but im never fast enough to do that... but had to end in a hurry cos like chiong off to amphi to briefing... but! briefing was like wat the... took ages b4 anyone came over then so sha!! wait for sooo long... gd thing onli i went, and had chermaine come and take the music from me so that they can go prac 1st... such a waste of time! the onli new thing i learnt was that rehearsal timing changed... -.- made me wait for sooo long smmr...
yay~! i saw nikki today... and xinwei also larh. haha!! miss you guys! let's go out again smtime soon:D no pressure to chiong back home to study for promos now! not like i chionged back home that day. heehee... stayed at the toy shop for sooo long:) so fun!!
dance! i didn't fall down today!!! wheee... like got phobia for that jump liaos leh!!! ughs.. i cant believe it... tmr is full dress!! okies... shall chiong off to wash my costume liaos... sit on my table for too long, i scared got dust then tmr wear alrr got rashes!! okokok... shall wash nows!
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
dance the whole day in school today:D wow~! super shiok... havent danced for ages... missed it like crazy...good things:
rechoreographed the whole dance today!! super fun! i mean, i like it!! din like the racial harmony dance actually:( but the new dance is nice!! haha, super funny cos like we were kinda crapping at the end but it works:D:D i like it sooo much!!
bad things:
fell down in from of lt2 today!! how super sha!!! malumalumalu:(:(:(
achy... blistering toes. sore heels... going to have new bruise from the falling down... and arghs....
zomg... hav to do writeup for the emcees by tmr!! sm1 pls help me!!!
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
today woke up super early!! went out with my mummy... shopping! haha...we reached OG at like 10.50... had to wait outside for 10 mins b4 the place opened!!!
haha... so cool rite!! i hav neva been so early tt can wait for the shops to open b4! :D:D
lol... i like shopping with my mummy!! haha... and my sister... like mummy pay or sths my sis buy sth for me! whee!!! actually, i hav never gone shopping as in really shopping with any1 else so i wun really noe oso larh...
eeks... bad idea to go running the day before shopping! i din feel like walking at all... waste of a trip... but today very rush oso... cos must pick my sister up after school so that she can go home and study...
PSLE STARTS TOMORROW! GOOD LUCK RURU, YOU NEED IT! :D
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
eee!!!my mummy can be really scary sometimes!! she's shouting at the sonare people right now... zomg! they banged the phone on her!!
yucks!! it's almost been a month since we last called them... and they still shouted at her and said...
rawr!!
irritating!
grrrrrrr...
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haha... woke up at 6.30 today to chat w my sis online! wahhh super early! like after chatting for one hour still 7.30!! i went running... :( super unfit now... like after two rounds start panting... :$ yucks!! then last time run 7 round today run 5 plus rounds then cannot take it!! :'( ended up walking the last round... yucks... then very very tired... like going to faint liddat!! :( super unfit!! must tone up.. i cant believe it! like havent exercise for ages!! stoopid promos!! make me grow fat!! haha! must start calculating net loss again! i bet i put one weight!!! :'(:'(
oops! a lot of ranting!! i cant wait for dance to start agains!! haha!!
afterthought: changed my template.. nice? i dun really like it myself though:(
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Monday, October 02, 2006
yesterdae was moon caking preparation day!! haha, i like cut 700g of roasted almonds by myself! great achievement!! got 2 bruises on my hand nows :( haha, rawr... sick... keep wanting to go sleep!! such a waste of holidays... but actually i oso dun really noe wat to do!! ahhhhhh....wed got dance!! the whole day probably! missing dance!! wheee, finally... but open house dance not nice! i dun like... we should probably try to change it!
ahhh... mooncake making is going on now! haha... shall post some nice pics!! of the egg yolk! super chio!! and yummy looking!!
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