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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

still have fever now. dance halfway felt like fainting cos i felt so cold but my hands and body were actually so warm! so weird larh. haha. i think i frightened some people :S

hmmm... celebrated laoshi's birthday today. silly surprise of pretending there was no one in the studio then laoshi came in to see the lighted candle and cake and a bouquet of flowers. so fun :) ate cake... indulgence :P

fell asleep in math lecture and math tutorial today despite sleeping early yesterdae. why am i so tired? :S and i changed out for pe then went to the track and suddenly it felt so cold so didnt take pe. so sha.

wheee... j2 dance starting tmr. i nervous and excited...

i want to close my eyes NOW to rest :'(

wishing wind to thy wings at 9:32 PM
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

i have fever. so scary. i don't want to fall sick. there's running, pe and dance tomorrow :( yucks :(

wishing wind to thy wings at 9:44 PM
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Monday, January 29, 2007

dance dance and more dance! had cny and syf prac at windy benches today. and oh my it WAS windy! haha. today was a very windy day in the very first place larh hehs. rather cold in fact.

running in the morn was SUPER COLD. somemore run against the wind so torturous :S haha i got accused by aster for burning fats without her. i in turn accused her of burning fats without me. and mini mel accused both of us for burning fats without her. cos we met under pac. then so amusing. img if yihui was with her og and heard us talking [her l'odge is outside pac]. confirm will guess it's us. :P quite amusing.

chem mock spa was :S i made a few mistakes so sha. somemore really very stoopid mistakes one :( sighz. but it was a simple prac larh. just that the teacher watch you do that part sooo frightening. like must hurry up hurry up then very scared i suddenly accidentally do stuff in the wrong order :S

econs tut today was rather amusing. cos like ms lee couldnt get the graph right on the board. and zhu hui and i kept asking stoopid cost curve questions i think she rather stressed to hurry up draw thats why cant think properly. but i managed to draw it quite easily kaes :P haha. and math tut. wheee!!! no timed assignment. like phew larh. but the assignment wasnt that difficult larh. i did it before dance started today :) but like my math assignment was badly done. so many careless mistakes :( pe was fitness. dips makes my shoulder come out :(

well that was a rather random para. haha. ziwei and i showed some of the dancers part of j2 dance today. and they said it looks nice :) wheee.... but rather stressed for prac on thurs. cos got ji qiao stuff which we must settle and it might seem rather unfair to the none ji qiao people if they dun appear so much in what we teach them this week. but it's not like that ok? the onli split up parts are in front and the rest is qun wu. ahhh... i think the back will be sooo jing cai. but havent choreo-ed yet. so jing zhang! anyway. dance PT on sat. so exciting!! :D

got scolded by my mum for tiring myself out everyday by running. cos she say i exercise enough just dancing and she scold me for not eating enough rice also :( why liddat :S should i still run tmr? :(

more dance tmr. revise the steps with cg b4 h3 math. which means no time to study/do homework! haha. but that would make it a nice sun mon tue wed thu fri sat series of dance pracs!! sounds cool right :P

wishing wind to thy wings at 9:45 PM
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Sunday, January 28, 2007

was in school form 8am to 3.30pm today. today! a sunday! of all days!! haha. yeps was choreo-ing j2 dance and wheee!!! so nice!!! haha. hope everyone else likes it too.

haha basically vernus xinying and i yacked a lot. and here are some prominent quotes :P

"let's all go do PT every morning" -- zhi xu

"nooo cannot.
monday got monday blues.
tuesday got tuesday purples.
wednesday got wednesday greys." -- vernus "the great"

lol. and she made me add the "the great"

others.

"rather than be distracting, be attractive" -- vernus

she say i very tall [da ge zi] very distracting :'(

and

"it's nice to be important, but it's important to be nice" -- anon.

well. i like the last one....

haha, met ms lee at j8 today. she just left school. or was heading towards school larh. im sure teachers so poor thing sunday still need to go to school? haha but thinking of it, well... we were in school too :S

haha. shall go do some work. more dance tmr! next week got mon wed thurs fri sat!!! ok i should concentrate on my homework now...

wishing wind to thy wings at 6:14 PM
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Saturday, January 27, 2007

we are dancers. and we have bruises. bruised marvellously from the stoopid kneel down movement that suwan and i couldnt get so kept doing :S haha. i can do it now! i think. but still very painful to do it even though i can cos of the bruises already there. :S haha. the top picture was yesterdae when i hadnt turned reddish yet. now it has. and spreaded a bit also. haha. whee... dance again tmr and mon. so exciting... [please sense the writer's sarcasm!]

wishing wind to thy wings at 4:52 PM
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i am a cry baby :( had a minor breakdown yesterday just before dance cos feeling very very stressed and didnt have a chance to whine at anyone for the past few days... haha. so no release then pent up energy. so paiseh. im sure a j2 cry baby go and cry in front of j1s :( basically was feeling rather stressed cos SAT practice was killing me and making me sleep so late every night that i barely have energy the next day. and i experiencing diminishing marginal returns where i keep getting worse and worse as i practice. and i keep falling asleep while practising which is rather crappy larh. and running every morning is starting to feel pointless and ineffective. and making me tired. :( j2 dance hasnt been going well also. problems even before we started. my dancing is screwed also. keep feeling not up to usual standard. especially when compared with after ji xun last year... can feel the difference. a lot of school work to do and catch up on as well. my resolution to read the economist every week is some sort of crap. i hav the next issue already and im not done with past week's one still :S havent really understood or paid attention is many lectures.

haha i realised that even though i always complain that i have to apply self-censorship when blogging, i still manage to fa xie a bit. hehe. but the cry yesterdae released some of the pent up frustration larh so i feel better now. some dancers and classmates smsed well-wishers for SATs too. haha so nice :D these small gestures of friendship and concern mean so much to me :)

SAT today. haha i was prepared for it this time. not meaning that i did a lot of practice exercises or studied more [well i did study more larh. last time din study at all?] haha but im referring to the "DO NOT FALL ASLEEP" preparation. slept at 11.30 liddat yesterdae. and drank coffee this morning [haha i forgot the coffee is diuretic so keep wanting to go to the toilet]. hehe and i brought ammunition! in the form of coffee sweets and tic tac :P but didnt use them at all. cos toilet breaks are only 5 minutes and queuing to use the sole cubicle [one on each level] takes WAAAYYY much more time than that :S

i hope cross my fingers pray diedie must score higher than last time!

haha. shall go do some work before coming back to cut music tonight. tadas!

wishing wind to thy wings at 4:24 PM
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

yesterdae was a rather hectic day larh. didnt run in the morn cos had to go and write mdm ong's card [haha she said today that i have nice chinese handwriting okaes~~] and so felt rather lazy cos like the whole day never exercise. like no dance or anything also :S

FELL ASLEEP MAJORLY IN ALL MY LECTURES YESTERDAY :( like monday and last friday didnt really sleep so felt super proud of myself. then liddat again :( hmmm... i think phys lecture i fell asleep only in the last few minutes? but chem lecture was throughout. and math h3 was omg so gross like sleep until my head OSCILLATE :( haha. very tired neck cos of my sleeping somemore lorh :(

physics prac was rather fun yesterdae. what a change :) haha. played with the circuit board and had a mini competition. the bad thing was, the circuit board so didnt help us in answering the questions and omg so scary cos for qns 7, 8, 9 and 10, the bulbs didnt light properly so i thought all were wrong? cos like i anyway follow the paper and do one :( haha but no bad arhs. in the end got like 28/31, tied with hh's group XD wheee... haha got another group got full marks. so pro :P haha.

ran in the morn and aster didnt go. cos i didnt tell her i was going but i assumed that she runs everyday so... haha. then she blame me for "burning fats without her" pls lorh :( like yesterdae she ran without me also what. and last friday. and last last wed :( such an unfair person tsk. haha then somemore after pe she burn fats without me also!! :(:(

die larh i got craving for sweet food now. like not very satisfied must go and satisfy that urge! haha. so i went to eat two super sweet apples just now :( but they just don't make up for my usual sweet cravings :S

assembly talk for j2s today were :S:S mr hodge tried to be funny by saying that it would be a sad thing if all we could remember of jc2 life were chem lectures. then he said he saw the chem teachers looking at him. so he suggested economics lectures. haha. so not funny... but the funny thing was, the mr leong suddenly announced on the pa system that assembly talk was to be held in the hall at 1.30pm and jc2 are reminded to go. the thing was, assembly talk is from 12.30-1.30 pm and we were already all in the hall listening to the talk XD haha. so mr hodge said, "well, at least you could remember that". haha. so that was quite funny larh. however, it was rather gross cos they didnt switch on the air con until we were all in the hall liaos so the back of the hall was stifling hot and sleep inducing and hence. well, i fell asleep :$ haha. and woke up feeling rather guilty. so tried to sit upright and listen. and ended up sleeping AGAIN. this time swaying all over the place cos i wasnt resting my head on my hand or sth :S die larh why i so sleepy these few days? :$

mdm ong's birthday was today. haha. we were rather worried that mdm ong thought we forgot about her birthday cos xinying wanted to surprise her and so told her that she had to find her for sth impt and didnt give any hints larh. but quite fun, we celebrated mdm ong's birthday in the dance studio together with weiwei laoshi and mdm ong had to "blow" out a candle which wasnt lit cos the lighter didnt have oil. so paiseh. then all the dancers shared the cake [haha i ate a SMALL bite kaes]. dance today was rather stressful. the dangling threat of not getting into syf is scaring me and aiyah it's rather horrible larh. somemore like choosing the final people on friday liaos and these few days i dun feel up to standard :S and today i so couldnt catch up with anything. like very hard to see from the side? then everything she do also very hard to catch up with :S ughs... so super worried larhs...

SATs is looming in front of me. and honestly. i dun feel well prepared this time as well. more like. i could have done much more but i was lazy and only started on last friday :S so if i screw it up i also dunnoe what to say liaos :'( so very scared. somemore on saturday i must go to aec myself and well. very scary cos might be late... ahhhhhh :(

i think i have been on a very short lease of temper these few days. keep almost losing it and at very minor things. but today i wanted to rush home to complete a full practice test but my mum made a LONG detour to her frens house to take some stuff so im home late by like 1.5 hours :S and so no more time. ughs. then yesterday while doing timed exercises my mum kept interrupting me to get me to teach my sister. like HELLO CANT YOU SEE IM REALLY STRESSED AND BUSY RIGHT NOW? so irritating larh. my sister cmi for sec 1 maths. i wonder how she's going to cope. and she complains that her teacher is not good. the thing is. you have you live with the fact that in sec sch and jc, teachers dun really teach anymore and you have to learn things yourself. like i didnt think my math teachers were good for like sec 1, 3 and 4. but you have to learn to cope yourself. and math is well. a self study self understand subject. why she so slow :S like very very very very simple math somemore. like first chapter only. like im sure you interrupt me for so many stupid questions. grah!! aiyah im sorry for being so short tempered these few days. please understand that im rather stressed and i hope i wun actually lose my temper larh.

dance on thurs, fri and sunday. music cutting on saturday. SAT on saturday. come on! i can survive this week!

wishing wind to thy wings at 8:32 PM
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Monday, January 22, 2007

somehow i realised that it is often those small little things that make my day. and those small little things that spoil it too. received a msg from zhu hui earlier and it made me smile :) so nice :)

haha was discussing with someone about thinking just now. somehow i think i think too much but apparently im not the only one. i think before i respond to most situations and it is this that makes me think "is that me? is that what i would really do? or am i just following what the social norm is? [adam smith and societal expectations]" it often bothers me about how un-real i feel with i react. but it might be real. you know how you think so much of something that you don't know whether it is ingrained in you or you were already like that? but somehow we arrived at this cool conclusion that what you do may actually change your personality. like while i may not be an original extrovert, i could train myself to be one. and i will _be_ one. quite confusing that it makes sense. [this whole idea reminds me of 1984 and doublethink but it's not exactly the same].

i remember the disc i took last time in sln. i was a high cd person. and i remember the facilitator saying that that profile is characteristic of quite some Singapore leaders. which makes sense to me. [cd is conscientiousness and dominant, does that make sense?] and it is often said that all leaders have a certain tendency towards being a high "something". however, i was thinking, should we all try to fall into the grey middle area? should be try to be even in every trait? that might give us the best of all worlds. or it might make us not fully competent in all aspects as well. however, considering that it is calculated based on proportion, you _could_ be good in all and yet still fall into the middle range. you _could_ the reverse. well, somehow although i want to be able to be flexible, to work in all situations and cope with all people, somehow, while i want to be more even, i don't want to fall into the grey area for all of it. somehow if you want to be able to work with others, you would also want something defining you, and not be someone who fades in and out and does well in everything and works well with everyone. that might be good but we are working with society and people need something to base their expectations on your reactions upon. it would be scary to work with someone so perfect that all faults are appreciated wouldnt it? [i should qualify in saying that a perfect person would not appreciate faults but you get my point]

haha, i should be doing SATs now but i just spent some time musing and reflecting. not a waste of time larh. but back to doing SATs, i barely moved cause of the many dance stuff i were referring to. hehe, quite amusing to chat with the same person in 3 windows ;)

wishing wind to thy wings at 11:45 PM
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lol so proud of myself and my logistics comm :D we finished the proposal so fast XDXD wheee~~

ran 6/7 rounds this morning with aster. like on the round i thought was third, she say it was fourth. so we said make the run 6/7 rounds to play safe... haha. not so tired today? rather weird?

chem prac today was so major :S:S i dunnoe what's wrong with me today. the very first thing i did upon starting the experiment was to upset the measuring cylinder full of FA1 that whao had already filled :S UGHS. all over my prac ws and my nicely drawn table :S so i had to hand in a rather damp prac ws. AND. i somehow didnt notice that my pencil box was wet also. so i happily left it there where it was while i took pains to dry my ws. so. after the prac. i realised that it was WET. and the prac i just got back was also WET. arghs! it dried up looking yellow larh. and my pencil box also decided to give way today by splitting MAJORLY. got photo but lazy to upload XD oh and i had to suffer from the disgusting sodium thiosulphate smell throughout the day cos it seems infused in my fingers and in my pencil box and all my pens. YUCKS! im airing my pens out now :S [haha ms lee was asking whether i liked purple on seeing the contents of my pencil box, of course!! XD]

math tutorial was disaster. like so many mistakes? im so going to fail the math tut test next week. like no time to study and p n c and vectors are soooooooooo the topics im not good at :'( DIE LARH

pe today was rather SHA. like 4 teams on a court and trying to hit 4 cones :S haha... and the first round we played was the silliest like can only hit our own cone? doesnt make sense what... haha. later i got more interesting and fast paced cos we could hit 3 cones instead of one and dun hav to like hit one and defend 3 : rather fun larh in the end. just a lot of mess. haha. and twice, i almost killed my ankle landing from a jump. surprising it didnt really hurt. like twist until not pain? huh weird right.

met my junior class today :D wheee... elizabeth is in my junior class! the person who tried out in pinafore XD haha... paiseh, that's how i rem the j1s so far except for my juniors from gym and some people like dennet's lookalike and zhunian's look alike XD haha! they were rather shy larh like play double whacko until not very fast. haha... but good thing i didnt have to go up? cos i think i the darting will kill my hips. like i dunnoe why but all of a sudden my right leg started to hurt. like i think started from oblique crunches last night when it kept giving a hollow "kok" sound everytime i lift it. and from pe today :( but... captain's ball today was sooo fun :D we kinda owned them [not really owned larh i wasnt there throughout but i think we played like less people against more of them, did quite well larh :D] haha... ran up and down "court" until so tired larh :S haha, unlike wanling who later said she was just strolling around :D it was fun larh. so long never play games as a class? the last time was erm, class outing to sentosa? haha. we should do that more often larh :D

haha. i was proposing to my mum that i could go home myself today then like feel so independant. fri, sat mon. then. she offered to fetch. so DUH must take up that offer right XD heeee... so i had a comfortable ride home. whee...

shall go do some work now. zhixu is still striving to stay happy and cheery :D

wishing wind to thy wings at 7:40 PM
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haha sometimes i feel rather lost larh. like wondering why i try so hard. then sometimes i really really know the value of trying so hard, yet cant bring myself to do so. like the econs essay :S and ah well...

it's these small little things that always seem to frustrate me the most. and i know i have mood swings :(

nevermind, i shall be cheerful from now on :) it's 12am! i should go shui jiao if not tmr konk out during lectures. busy busy day tmr!

wishing wind to thy wings at 12:01 AM
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Sunday, January 21, 2007

i think i get mood swings when i study. wait, more like i study until i get really really depressed. which is really really gross. i wonder what ive been doing with my weekend. all my tutorials are still stuck at where they were before the weekend started :S yucks

haha. i think im falling sick which probably was the cause of that headache yesterday and hence my moodiness. or maybe it's only an excuse ive come up for my own temper :S

haiyah. shall go start work now :(

wishing wind to thy wings at 7:28 PM
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i cant believe im still awake now! just finished copying my essay from words onto paper. it will be some sort of shitty essay cos i seriously cant think and basically if i didnt copy and just printed, there would be a million and one typos and repeat sentences XD

im sorry for the emo and bad tempered post before and but i shant take it off cos i think i exercise self-censorship too often these days. but i broke my resolution to sound only cheery and optimistic when blogging [i just made it recently only somemore]. somehow blogging doesnt really provide a release when you try to hide some parts of your life from the general public. haha.

yeps shall go and sleep now! FINALLY. after dozing off a dozen and one times in the afternoon and struggling to be coherent while writing the essay. sighz i hope it's not too screwed :S

i won the struggle over the urge to sleep :P

[whoah this post is full of typos then i had to edit it :S]

wishing wind to thy wings at 2:12 AM
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Saturday, January 20, 2007

there are many things in life that i want. i just dont go after it because of many considerations i always have in mind. like what people think. what people feel. sometimes i just shouldnt care. or is it because i care too much. you could say i care too much for how people feel. for their own good... or i am just very selfconscious, warying and cowardly.

sometimes i think i try too hard. try too hard and fail to badly. or rather, i try too hard and i cant see the end. im groping and feeling my way around this gooey mess and i cant see the light at the end of the tunnel so im basically fumbling about aimlessly while try very hard at the same time.

or sometimes i just think im not trying hard enough. but im trying very hard. just not with all my mind focused on one thing at a time, which is suppose just means that im not trying hard enough also.

i think ive had my life too smooth. so there are bound to be failures up ahead in front of me. i have already met with many pitfalls last year.

or i think i have.

im floundering in my inflated sense of self importance. let me wallow in my self pity.

i probably havent fallen hard enough.

i have many people around me who cheer me up and make me continue walking. or at least i think i do if not they only do that because i whine and they try to get rid of me.

wait that is an unfair statement but.

it's quite scary don't you think?

reassure me.

haiyah im being a selfish girl...

wishing wind to thy wings at 10:54 PM
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3 cool things happened today. and its onli a few hours into the day!! wheee :D:D such a good start!

1) i think i was about the first to reach school today. at about 6.55am. which is really cool. walking from block d to the track gallery i saw no one at all along the way. the school was really quiet and breezy, quite unlike how it is usually and it was surprisingly relaxing. like walk slowly no stress very cool :D was the first to reach the track also. then like so quiet. went to toilet come back out still no one... rather cool larh...

2) 12k run today! aster and i set out to run 10k only today. and we tried to do it aerobically. like run slowly and then can talk somemore... haha but somehow our conversation died down as we progressed... then on the 24th round, aster suggested adding 5 more rounds and since i was considering that at the same time, it was a yes and we set out to hit the 30 rounds mark! wah. feel so accomplished? heeee :D:D i think we ran for 1.5 hours today so it means burn at least 70minutes worth of fats! how cool is that? haha... the run wasnt that bad larh. not very tired and i hope i dun ache tmr [but i ached before the run so i dunnoe what would be the true culprit for the ache if i do ache] heee... but i think running like that kills knees, like both of us had hurting knees. and kills the balls of my feet.. is it correct that i keep pounding on the front part of my feet? like the soles feel weird now :S and my left shoulder felt like it was going to drop out of its socket XD all the weird weird body complaints that shouldnt be related to the run XD

3) i went home myself again today :D two times in two days :D:D wheee... so cool right... zhixu is growing up :D haha, and wells, i think i took 50 minutes to get home when my mum fetch the time is onli 15-20 minutes? haha, but can walk larh, exercise... juz that i think i walk very slooowwwwllyyyyyy? like 20 minutes to get to j8 XD

drank nutri soy today. like 2 servings in one packet? haha, but i chose the reduced sugar one so like 143kcal. add my breakfast then 233kcal :D i still got space to eat a lot more today XD

oops! seems like my determination is waining :( but consulted a new dietrician yesterdae and i shall sack wanling :P haha... crash diets are not good so please dun crash diet people out there :D i shall go about substituting what i eat and slowly cutting food intake from now one... what a long and torturous process :S

anyway:
no sweets
no chocs
no ice cream
no fatty/oily food
no sugar
no sweet drinks

hmmm... seems like a shorter list than what cg gave us last time. i can do it!

wishing wind to thy wings at 11:24 AM
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Friday, January 19, 2007

juz watched moulin rouge, the story "about love, beauty, frededom, but above all, love".

wah so sad larh :( like they ji3 jing1 bo1 tao1 xiong1 yong3 but didnt manage to stay together :( like "hurt him, hurt him to save him, there is no other way"

wah such a great show...

anyway, a quote:

"the greatest thing you can ever learn is just to love and be loved in return"

struck me at the start of the movie and was repeated at various intervals... such an idealistic notion... or am i being cynical? i wonder...

wishing wind to thy wings at 5:45 PM
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wheee... short day in school for me today! what a rare occurance :D:D but like next week onwards no more liaos cos have dance on fridays :( haha. was going to watch a movie [cha wu] but didnt in the end cos a lot of pple cldnt make it :( then i walked all the wayyy to j8 myself. shopped for stuff myself!! and went home myself! cheers :D the 2nd time i went "out" myself as in like didnt go and meet someone or anything like that although this time i didnt open the door for myself :D

ok shall go watch moulin rouge now... thanks aster for the cd :D and haha! tmr go school run :D wheeee

wishing wind to thy wings at 3:24 PM
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Thursday, January 18, 2007

tired aching legs. oh and zhu hui told me to stop running or stop complaining so i shall stop complaining so that i can continue running. :S but good thing dance today was rather slack. or more like totally slack if not i will die.

managed to stay away in both chem and physics lectures today... almost dozed off in chem but the bell ring in time! haha. and occupied myself doing tutorial in physics lecture so i didnt sleep. WHAT AN ACCOMPLISHMENT! wheee:D:D happy happy... haha but slept during math h3 :$ i usually dun sleep during math h3 cos go so fast like no time to sleep? but mr tan is really really slow like i can listen, do math assignment, read econs notes and sleep at the same time. but obviously i didnt managed to do much of any of them :S

CUT MY HAIR TODAY! wheee... like i told the guy 2 inches and he went to chop off 3! but quite ok larh but so jing zhang! like he cut that time very scary :S then my fringe a bit cannot tie up also [he almost gave me the zhu hui sort of fringe i was like NONONO :S i dun like that sort...] THEN. i go to school and got told by everyone that they could see NO DIFFERENCE :'( cries... you mean i waste money again? even my mum agreed that this time never waste money lorh... then like very very short? im sure cannot tell any difference :( i went there can got told that i got dry hair somemore break my heart then still no difference :'(

eee... shall go do work now and sleep early tonight :D more running tmr :D but i hav short day :P

wishing wind to thy wings at 8:45 PM
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hurting and aching everywhere... but im glad to say that napfa trials is over!! i ran 5 rounds XD haha achievement... lol. that day run 6 rounds with aster took like 16 minutes like that?? HEEE... i think i could hav run more but quite safe larh... so if i run that fast for napfa then can get A :D:D 2nd year onli :D haha!! and shocked myself by clearing the above average line XD haha... but after pe went to try the guys one... and missed by TONS. oops XD haha...

dance today was some killer... im aching all over again and i think my knee got bruise :( yucks... then tmr still got dance XD DIEEEEE....

heee. i slept during math lecture today again!! i should do something about my sleeping habits.... haha had to get people around me to wake me up to copy notes every single time! so paiseh :$ erms... like sleep now

math tutorials are killers :'( i wonder whether i became stupid or it is getting much harder but i don't know how to do so many questions and get weird weird answers for so many more :'( oh no i feel so dumb :(

hair cut tomorrow! so exciting!!!

wishing wind to thy wings at 2:35 PM
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

haaa, feeling rather tired these few days. i slept throughout all my lectures! zhu hui had to keep waking me up then i promptly fall asleep while waiting for the teacher to change slide so that i can copy then my pencil traced lines all over the paper! :( so sad and messy larh had to rub away somemore *_*

eeks... _someone_ borrowed my h3 math tutorial today. and returned it LATE. during lecture by passing it down a WHOLE ROW of people in the LT. and it got back a bit CRUMPLED. hmmm... a bit buah tahan... like i dun even know that person and im doing him a favour by lending him my tutorial because he had to hand in. i give xinying mian zi then he still come and like that cant be more responsible... BAH! i like lending stuff to cheryl :D who returns it nice and clean and pristine like when i lend her and return on time! gah!!

h3 math was some sort of crap today :S the first teacher said "im going to teach you now how to write a proper proof by induction" and then went on the scroll down the pages and left us all blur and confused and really frustrated cos copy halfway then skip then copy a bit more then skip again :@ then he says "you don't have to write the same thing you just have to get the general idea" pls -.- if we onli needed the general idea i also know how to write dun hav to wait for you to teach me how to write the proper proof which you said you would do right? :S and mr tan was being his usual slow stuff which is "hello this is math h3 and you are already very very slow of h2 -.-" EEKS.

so junxin cheryl and i strived to amuse ourselves by sticking stickers on the backs of the three guys in front of us! *-* i think we amused the people behind us as well XD haha... sooo funny when they all took turns to find out that they had stickers! like they twisted and turned so many times that i thought sure find out liaos then so blur XD haha!!

sports talk today was BORING. aster and i spent the time playing bingo, calculating height and weight and bmi and tons of crap... haha... like permutations and combinations of amyz [aster melissa yihui zhixu] and discovered the nicest combination is yamz XD so cool but my initial so out of place :(

dieeee!! ate tons of fatty food today :( whyyy i so no determination? gah! haha and ah wells... tmr got napfa trials. im so going to dieeeee :'(

wishing wind to thy wings at 3:06 PM
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

dance today was ughs. tiring... haha... so fast like lightning liddat... i sorta think we stressed the j1s and scared them into thinking we are some freaks... [hint: sue lynn's back... ivy's walkovers...] haha...

didnt do much but feel rather tired now lehs. why liddat? haha. my back hurts and my tail bone hurts and im a bit aching. but aching cos of run larh not from dance...

heee, shall go watch last week's sytycd nows! im like soooo behind... more than 1 week :S

gave zhu hui her present today... im a free rider... so sorry XD hope she likes it though :D

wishing wind to thy wings at 1:53 PM
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Monday, January 15, 2007

went to xi hu xiao chi to eat dinner today.. the food was... aiyah what to say. _ok_ larh... i dun think worth the money :S haha... somemore they use the same name as xi hu in hangzhou... haha... then went to my uncle's house to cut cake for my granddad... heee...

my greedy cousin asking for more cake... "can i take somemore?" and then no one respond very sad...

haha another younger cousin. and them together... and many mutations of my cousin's face... and the doggy muskey :)

i feel brave :P

hahaaaa... like my handsome cousins??

wishing wind to thy wings at 2:38 PM
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sometimes i think it is very easy to dislike people whom you embody and not know it... and people around it can see it very clearly and it's aiyah i dunnoe what to say... a simple thing like reading can make people unhappy i also dunnoe what to say liaos :S sighz...

school is going to start again tmr and omg another hectic week before me [albeit better than this last one which just past... i have friday free!! :D] but tmr already got sth clash and aiyah why always liddat :S

calling j1s seem to have become a staple in the last few days and tsk why so many people dun pick up their phones one... haha but i think when i was j1 i didnt survive with my phone yet larh. so there~ just tsktsk... so hard to contact tsk...

ahhh, SATS is upcoming and i havent yet studied! aiyah why liddat :s i got no mood... haha so many things on my reading list more appealing than the SAT book! sighz.

ahahaaa!! im supposed to pay some chi dancers money but i search all around also cannot find change.. aiyah why liddat :S haha, the problem with collect funds by the 50 bucks [for j1s who MIGHT read this dun get horrified that was for dance jacket :P] haha, have to collect funds again and hopefully i can get my mum to dig out 50 bucks worth of change from some remote corner of the house!

off to lunch soon! although im feeling rather full :S

wishing wind to thy wings at 4:49 AM
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Sunday, January 14, 2007

slept from about 1.16am last night [this morning]. to 1.20 pm today. overslept majorly and pounced out of bed to hurry out only to meet the wrath of my parents. but nevermind about that :S

im so sorry. sighz...

i think im getting a fever. or my hands are very cold. i dunnoe :S

slept very late last night cos reading Singapore: The Air-Conditioned Nation by Cherian George. didnt finish reading it cos keep falling asleep halfway through but finished it today. anyway. some extracts...

"The First Law of Singapore Politics: The government adhors a political vacuum. It wants to fill every space and control every agenda.

The Second Law of Singapore Politics: Every action by citizens invites an unequal and opposite reaction by the government."

"The First Lay of Civil Society: Space exists in Singapore for citizens to colonise and enlarge.

The Second Law of Civil Society: Inertia in society can be overcome by the introduction of sufficient energy."

hehe, quite interesting right.

"cultures only seem separate when one's perspective is shallow. [Kuo Pao Kun] likens culture to a forest. The tree trunks seem separate, he notes. "But if you go deeper, the roots touch. You go higher, the branches touch. And of course the cross-pollination is done up there. And you absorb the same nutrients, deep underneath. And this is the beauty of multi-culturalism."

haha, somemore...

"So, it should not be surprising to discover that Bukit Timah, the hill, is not part of Bukit Timah GRC, but in Bukit Gombak constituency. Bukit Gombak constituency, in turn, is named after another hill, where the Ministy of Defence is headquartered. But that geographical feature, as well as Gombak Drive, is not in Bukit Gombak constituency, but just north of the border in Chua Chu Kang constituency. In keeping with this glorious chaos, Chua Chu Kang constituency does not include Sungei Choa Chu Kang nor the area marked as Choa Chu Kang on old maps. Choa Chu Kang's most visited landmark -- the cemeteries -- are well west of the Chua Chu Kang constituency, in Hong Kah GRC.

The residents of Serangoon Gardens -- which is as deep inland as you could possibly be on a small island -- were probably the most bewildered by the 1996 electoral boundary changes, which made them part of Marine Parade GRC. ("Marine", the Advisory Committee on Street names says helpfully, should be reserved for projects "near the sea".) As long as the country's physical landscape continues to mutate like a spinning kaleidoscope, Singaporeans will have to get used to bandying about place names that shift with the winds and defy logic. On the brightside, Serangoon Gardens residents can now advertise their homes as being "near the sea".

haha, there was more about how nothing in aljunied is under alujunied town council or constituency but a bit of information overload larh... i wonder how many people read through the chunk i put up there :P

yeps. wonderful book isnt it? thanks junx!!

haha, another quote for gp politics infopack:

"It is dangerous to be right when the government is wrong." --- Voltaire

today has been a rather fulfilling day of reading larh :P

oh and today's zhu hui's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHU HUI!

hehe, could sleep late yesterday reading cos my sister was out sleeping over for orientation in school... such a rare opportunity when i had the room to myself. too bad no more liaos... haha :( but feeling rather tired - shows that i shouldnt have slept so late :P zzzzz... sleepy and tired nows although i woke up so astronomically late!

anyway... another book finished on my reading list! oh and i increased the number of books in it again XD on to reading gp notes before i try to borrow the next book! and oh yarh, the dreaded economist :S

wishing wind to thy wings at 1:10 PM
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Saturday, January 13, 2007

i think i semi-daoed some people today im really sorry and well. a lot of confusion larh and i feel totally disgusting. i shall not blog about what makes me feel rotten but ah wells... i cant stand it when stuff like that happen.

oh well... do you know that you are poking holes in my walls? leaving big gaping holes, leaving me prone to attack?

wishing wind to thy wings at 3:02 PM
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Friday, January 12, 2007

yesterday was rather torturous and unhappy larh. :(

econs lecture today. slept throughout. woke up onli in time to copy some stuff she said wasnt in the notes. then went straight back to sleep. somehow all econs teachers don't know how to switch on the lights so the lights at the back are almost non-existent. which makes it hard for me to even read my lecture notes. which makes it enticing for me to just go and sleep.

econs tutorial, phys tutorial were the usual lessons... of note in today's lessons was gp. i think ms lim is a really good teacher. if only we could keep her :( sighz. i think i like the topic on politics A LOT [did i say that before already?] haha, many books she mentioned i read before or read a small extract. which makes it even more interesting. yet, i havent even STARTED on reading gp notes cos i seem to have SOOO many things to do these few days :(

spent almost 3 hours contacting people yesterday for chinese dance auditions. had to call lynn at 11.30 to ask her to change her slot?? haha, thank goodness for the gym people who were all super nice and changed to the 4.30 slot. if not i can imagine how crowded the studio would be. it was crowded enough as it is.

dance auditions today. was freaking out yesterday night about this. and well... it was quite a not nice experience for me. had to grade some people that i know which is weird. and some not nice things also larh. i think i act very mean but i hope im not really so mean. if you are reading this, i hope you would know that i meant for the best for you but i think i didnt get the point across and i sort of blew your hope and made you disappointed also.

aiyah im some sort of trash.

wishing wind to thy wings at 10:13 PM
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i feel utterly rotten and disgusting. one question to ask only: why? so gross...

cheer up zhixu cheer up!

wishing wind to thy wings at 3:28 PM
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reading quite a lot these few days and being very tired everyday... :S i like reading a lot but i feel like im reading outside stuff but not touching my school work which is what i should be doing? :S

gp is really good this term for me [with the exception of today. what a horrible comprehension exercise, sure fail one] i think ms lim is good how come we don't get to keep her?? :( politics is an interesting study also. so much better than social issues [did we even discuss those issues in class?? i remembered having many different teachers onli...] and science [omg what a bore and we didnt do any content discussions in class!!] heee... junx's book is really quite interesting but im saddled with finishing last week's economist today in preparation of the new one tmr... :S larh...

went to the gym with aster today... tried this machine i hav never used before... so smart larh, they had a program which will help to reduce butt fats! XD so we duhhh did that one... but achy thighs from pe yesterdae [i run on sat, mon and tues no ache. then pe onli then ache... like -.-] haha... and eeks... i think not as strenuous as running?? haha... but more fun... and more effective at targetting what we want to train... yay! tmr meeting aster at the track AGAIN!! [i seem to go to the track everyday??]

tmr is chinese dance auditions... ahhhh, feel kind of worried about it but :S larh...

so many things to say. yet, i shall not say it here :(

wishing wind to thy wings at 12:02 PM
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Thursday, January 11, 2007

today was a torturous day... after setting my resolve upon eating lunch after yesterdae's horrible experience, PE killed my appetite... yes, PE! which is supposed to make you feel hungrier after eating!! grah!!! basically, PE was torturous... [good thing i didnt run in the morn, poor aster XP]

jog 2 rounds. run 1 round under 2.20, 40 "sit-ups", another round, 20 push ups [must go down and count 1, 2, 3 one... SLOWLY. smmr the last one she make us stay until she say up :S sadistic larh!], another round, 30 step ups on each side, another round, weird hopping thingy for 2 minutes, another round.

OMG LARH. felt faint after the thing? then like shivery legs and hands? then the step ups were knee killers larh! UGHS!!

haha, vernus and i were both "how are we going to dance later?" but it went ok larh despite the MAD RUSH to change, make up, stretch, warm up and tie hair what nots... hehe, i got the video any dancer who wants can ask me for it online :)

haha, sth funny happened today :) was balancing on 1 leg on a staircase trying to zip up my bursting shoe bag then balance for very long... then put down the other leg, then ankle went CRACK! somemore... not the usual part pain but somewhere else... the nei4 ce4 of the ankle.... so weird? :S

whee today got no training, so go home very early! felt weird cos this week was supposed to be super hectic for me? :P but GOOD THING. tmr go run again :D tada~

wishing wind to thy wings at 2:03 PM
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

omg so tired :S hehe dance today and a bit no energy to dance :S like hands very cold once i started dancing? ughs.

hehe, i think my crash diet is working? but dunnoe can sustain how long one... aiyah should hav crash dieted BEFORE height and weight... then can be so much lighter?? :'( why i so sha?? :'( should take height and weight tmr again!! :D:D jing xuan would kill me though :P hehe...

cca feste tmr and omg so many things to do today! :S chem tut and math quiz and math h3 and wat nots! i think tmr hav training somemore :'( i dun feel like moving liaos... today climb up to the 7th floor really DRAAGGGG myself up one :(

heee... math h3 is graph theory! happy happy zhixu! finally an entire lecture i could understand without any effort at all!! :D:D sun even need to listen larh!! so rare for math h3 larh, except for maybe the first few lectures and last one also for p&c cos learn before / very easy? whee!! happy happy :D:D

wishing wind to thy wings at 1:00 PM
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Tuesday, January 09, 2007

finishing 1984 liaos. at the principles of newspeak now... yeps. pretty good read except that i was supposed to finish it yesterday but didnt cos of the tv

sanity is not statistical

freedom is the freedom to say two and two makes four

hee, quite provoking book still despite the number of times ive read it... [junx if you are reading this pls rem to bring ur book for me tmr :D]

in the com lab with aster and melissa right now... im wasting my afternoon away despite the tons of work ive got. like math tut, chem tut, chem prac, study for math quiz [dun think i shall though :S] hee, training later... omg so fat larh. so long never train? sure very stiff... smmr like stretch skin when start stretching again... hehe, ever wonder why dancers grow fat more easily? cos they got more skin :S eeks

HEIGHT AND WEIGHT TODAY. i still havent eaten anything other than breakfast. drank apple juice though :D

wishing wind to thy wings at 8:55 AM
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Monday, January 08, 2007

headache... pounding headache after doing 10 sun salutations [1 right 1 left = 1] omg... so little larh... and i thought i could do 50 at first? :(:(

terrible terrible... tmr is height and weight.... i need to be 43 to be underweight :'( so disgusting?

wishing wind to thy wings at 8:35 AM
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exercise makes me sleep well :D slept from like 11 plus yesterday to 11 today :D wow feels so good :D

haha... my mum accidentally bought quaker granola bars yesterday. at first i was sad cos i wanted uncle toby which i couldnt find... then like "you bough the wrong one! :'(" then today eat "wah so nice! somemore onli 90 calories! whee!! :D:D" lol :D i shall survive on granola bars from now one!

listening to open house dance music again and trying to remember the steps... omg i almost thought i forgot larh :S hopefully nothing gross like falling down in front of everyone happen again :S

wishing wind to thy wings at 6:41 AM
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Sunday, January 07, 2007

something embarrassing happened to me ysterdae when i went to rgs... haha. but shant talk about it :$

meet laoshi and mrs wee in school. die. she sure think i zhang pang le just very nice dun say to me... eeks. i think i very extra? keep going back to rgs these few days... cos have to :$ wait for my sister :$:$

haha. i thot i could FINALLY go home at 12pm on a SCHOOL DAY yesterdae but i mum dragged me to bibi and baba to get culottes for my sister... and tried to bully me into buying a new wallet so she can give the one i have to my sister who needs a small wallet... haha... OOPS! cos i liked a super ex wallet she had no choice but to choose a wallet for my younger sister and let me keep the wallet i have :P hehe... then now she wishes i can anyhow get a new wallet cos she want the one i have :S but then so little slots for cards how she use?? i dunnoe...

haha... my sister had house prac today so my mum OFFERED to fetch me to school to go running! OMG. so cool larh... haha. somemore my sister hav 9 house pracs so i can run for 9 saturdays!! WHEEE!!! but sad larh. dance sure increase the number of practices one? so maybe saturday will have dance prac...

anyway. so scary. no more fitness. i dowan to go run along. zhu hui sick cant ask her... good thing aster want to run with me :D:D haaaa.... whee... did 10 rounds today [eee, should have done more but... :S] havent ran for weeks... i think im getting the nicole running craze. cos like can fang qing song when im running :D haaa... but aster made me wait for 1/2 an hour :( then so scary got two noisy groups of boys there :S

spent the whole day reading pamela maria loo's book... perfect match by jodie picoult. hmmm... not as nice as i expected :s but a good read larh... haha... im on a reading spree!! at 1984 now [my mum pester me to read economist again] and several books ms lim suggested sounds great. must read :D haha supposed to do a bit of work with aster today in school but we chatted the whole morning away. and played at the pull up bars :( and did a bit of sit ups and stretching [like din stretch at all :S] and checked out the height and weight tables! DIE LARH AT FIRST QUITE HAPPY COS WE LOOKED AT THE GUYS ONE :S ughs... ughsughs... i dread the looming height and weight... :(

wishing wind to thy wings at 5:02 AM
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Friday, January 05, 2007

oh well what a mess :S

watched confession of pain today. quite ok movie larh. not as good as i thought it would be :( not very painful and definitely not enough to make me cry :( the sad parts were like ZOOM past then a bit on the verge of tears already then suddenly see kaneshi takeshiro [is that how you spell his name?] staggering around DRUNK :S

omg what you just asked me to do didnt make any sense at all.

school again today. almost fell asleep during chem lecture :P but thankfully didnt. at least i don't think i did actually fall asleep. hopefully larh XD if not like first proper lecture [don't consider the math one very proper... erps.] then sleep liaos.

i shall go hide behind my wall again.

hmmm... got good news that i shant say here in case it dun come true [oh horrors!] but i will be sooo sad :( but must save money first... then somemore i get pocket money cut :S so the percentage im saving is very high :S arghs... and i spent 17 bucks in two days liaos... like exceed by A LOT?? arghs....

the tall high protective wall.

wishing wind to thy wings at 2:27 PM
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Thursday, January 04, 2007

was decorating and wrapping aster's present yesterday. and i had to choose to use gold string... which was is a HUGE MESS!!! so i ended up spending quite some time untangling them. and then re-arranging them in the nice nice fashion as can be seen above. how nice of me larh :) haha, the leukoplast container came in handy here :) i have quite a few empty ones at home :(

and this had to be how aster repaid me! :( giving me 3 boxes of chocolates?? hahaaaaa... aster... i was nice to you and din give you anything to eat!! now you test my determination... haha, but not bad arhs, smart girl... my mummy would love aster baby now :P you bought the chocolate she likes :D

what gymmers/dancers do online is to discuss who's fatter/flexer... and we usually insist that we are fatter and the other person is flexer... take a look at the following :P

zhixu: whee
zhixu: so cool
suelynn^: haha
zhixu: you so flex!!
suelynn^: no
suelynn^: please la
suelynn^: look at ur own dp
suelynn^: -.-
suelynn^: lol
zhixu: like you flexer!!!!
zhixu: like natural flexness
suelynn^: ........
suelynn^: im SURE
suelynn^: haha
suelynn^: ure the most flex person there is
suelynn^: full stop (:
zhixu: nooooo
zhixu: you are the natural flexness
zhixu: if i stop then no more one...
suelynn^: ^o)
zhixu: and i cant head touch butt
zhixu: you can
zhixu: :D
suelynn^: righttt
suelynn^: no i cant!
and so on...

LOL. and i was reading aster's convo and since i see fat every other line no point in putting it here XD haaaaa...

and talking about convos... this was what someone said of me yesterdae...
*: heh
*: think your emotional side
*: v young
*: then your intellectual side
*: v mature
*: haha

erms... i certainly hope that the 2nd half is true but i must admit that the first half is probably true also... erps...

anyway... finally went to sonata to collect my leo and jazz pants today... finally. after leaving it there for more than 2 weeks after it was done... haha. quite nice and loose :D:D

today was the first day of school! and since my mum had to fetch my sister to school and had to avoid the traffic outside the rgs gate... i reached school SUPER early today... like at 6.45am -.- THEN. aster came at 7.15?? ughs larh... aster so lazy, wake up so late :P

after civics today was math lect... quite a few new math teachers? ughs. got one soooo strict larh... i was reading [stop already] cos mr tan finally decided to start the lecture [after fidgetting with the av stuff for so long] then he ask me "that book is very interesting huh..." i was like -.- stop already cannot see izzit... somemore it's only math lect larh... like revision?? diao...

then we had PE.. OMG good thing no height and weight today larh!! like got a few more days to shed some weight before taking XD haha BUT aster's in the same PE class as me for both morn and afternoon! omg she run so fast larh :S eeks...

but pe ended in about 10 mins today :D so cool... then had looong break before math tutorial... new tutor [thank goodness but kong owes me an excuse letter] haha but dunnoe how good/bad the new tutor is yet...

went back to rgs today [again, 3rd time in one month] and spoke to mrs deborah tan... so cool she recognise me :) haha... anyway. a hint for all of you out there... quote mrs deborah tan "TYS is very useful"... haha!!!

anyway. found out today that melanie is my sister's PSL! so FARNY!! haha.... and it's kinda cool also, 3 sisters all from aitong, rgs and in BUCKLE! :D i dun like green but... BUCKLE's a GREAT house!

oh!! there was IHC opening during the new assembly period today... SOOOOO unreasonable! made us squeeze into the miniature gallery... hmmm... that day when i went back to ats it struck me on how BEEEGGGG the ats hall is! somemore primary school leh! like rgs and rjc halls are NOTHING compared to it!! huh... :S

oh and i have 7th floor homeroom... so ughs... nevermind... can climb more and lose weight!! :D

lol... does this write on the box concept remind me of anything? :P haha, thanks nikki anyway :D

received a letter today... i rarely get letters so this is something of interest :P then... look at the envelope... how come the handwriting so similar to mine?? ughs. then realised that is i write to myself one!! haaaa... actually no larh, not so mad. just that during the last session of sln in sec 4, we did up this shield and the teachers were supposed to send to us 1 year later to see whether we achieved what we were aiming for... hmmm.... reflections... haha, shant bored you here :D but it reminded me of the good ole days and meetings where theres always a lot of food :P

lalala, shall go watch sytycd that aster taped for me :D

wishing wind to thy wings at 10:02 AM
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007

omg my pocket money got cut! :S so sad larh :S

eeks... ysterdae was chatting with some people online then was discussing about how effective my holidays were.... how useful i spent it :S and it wasnt quite productive. and i didnt do much stuff... but i must still be glad of this holidays which gave a respite to school work. to cca and stuff although i love school

eeks my laptop is lagging like mad today i dunnoe why :S

haha, this hols i hav an acquantaince turned fren whom im really thankful for :D thanks for being such a great fren!

and on a separate note. die larh! today 409 gathering and im not going :S haha. i was going to do some stuff but i just finished it in the morn and now i lazy to go liaos :S sorry!

and ughs. yesterdae was a horrible night. went to sleep at arnd 12 but i think i only managed to sleep at 2? grah!!!

today is the last day of hols! enjoy it everyone!

why i blog like choppy choppy ideas and thoughts all over the place nowadays?

wishing wind to thy wings at 4:28 AM
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Tuesday, January 02, 2007

ughs... after a very very filling dinner. which makes up for missing sytycd [aster thanks!] haha... im back at home... and the clocks are ticking... the school term is starting... and it just occurred to me that i havent washed my bag yet :P

happy new year peeps :D

wishing wind to thy wings at 2:36 PM
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Monday, January 01, 2007

wah this is very scary... sighz... but nevermind.

class outing yesterday. met at bugis only to transfer straight away to dhoby ghaut after everyone got there XD could have just went straight to dhoby ghaut, nearer my house :P hehe, played a mind cafe which is really quite cool. have the weird weird board games which i dun ever see : like the game of life, which wanling, cheryl and junx know of but i didnt :D haha, but quite fun larh, kena owned by cheryl though. then this first hand game which is must hurry up stick your hand out in the pattern shown on the card one... super stressful... haha, junx and i did quite well together at first. then played with cheryl then i do left hand. like super lag?? got tons of lag time... must consider left hand how one... i think i rather chi dun :$ hehe... then went to watch deathnote 2 which is rather nice :D i think better than the first one larh cos this one got conclusion but change from the manga like A LOT. enough of that here shall not spoil the story for those who havent watched :P go watch!! hahaaa... haha, then dinner at bk and a trip to the arcade! haha. like music blasting from all directions and a lot of the games going "whah!! bangbangbang!! bish bosh!!!" at the same time : a bit dizzy after coming out from there... hehe. but saw this super cool guy at the dance machine like hopping from arrow to arrow... SO COOL LARH, LIKE SO FAST?? heeee!!!

kena a bit of scolding by my mum when i went home cos i told her i was going out with a fren to watch deathnote [which was the original plan] then she ask why i so papazao go out for so long then i was like OOPS! din tell her it was class outing :S eeks larh.

watched "helen the little fox" or something to that extent on channel 56 when i came back. this jap show which is about a fox who's blind and deaf and has some brain problem or something like that... then this little boy take care of him till his deaf after picking it up from along the road 3 weeks before... so touching and sweet and sad :( but nice movie... should go dig and watch the whole thing through, i only managed to catch the ending.

yeps. today went for om mani padme hung retreat. a bit of a sore throat after that but nevertheless what a wonderful experience :D

count down to 2007 later :D im tired but must stay up to count down! HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance!!

this year has been a wonderful year in all... a lot of ups and downs but i hope i have learnt and grown throughout the process... made many new friends and learnt many new things and i shall treasure all the memories i have about this year. 2007 is coming and it is an important year for all of us... not only do most of us turn 18 [can watch m18 movies XD] which is a legal age but there's also As which determine largely where we go from now... all the best to everyone out there and hope you enjoy the new year ahead...

several new experiences this year. from joining chinese dance, where i got to know so many new people. thanks for much for sharing the passion, pride and poise with me. i shall never regret the decision i made last year and the resolve i had to join chinese dance.... i will never regret my decision and treasure the remaining time with you dancers... SYF is coming up next year and we shall all train hard kaes... and dun forget to enjoy ourselves in the process! dance night, our second and last dance night in rjc is also coming up and it might be our last production together. let's all work hard towards it and close this chapter in dance history with a bang!

gymmers... esp. my batch, we are the closest batch i think :D we grew up together, since sec 1 :D remember aster trying out right beside me under sya and yihui and melissa in performing with me in the first performance, xiao bai chuan remember? haha. those were the days... thanks for sharing so many gym concerts, gym comps, last minute dance pracs, gym chalets, outings, neoprint taking [with yihui especially i think :P], crying, panicking and what nots... lets remain frens forever :) and treasure our memories together... xiaojiti with yihui for two years! we rock remember? always do stuff together and in sync one :D xiao bai chuan with yihui and mel... school performances... indiv and dajiti with aster. whining... crying... ahhh... zhixu's feeling rather emo :P

and of course the 409ers... and the 205ers... haaaaa.... shall never forget you guys... whee!! 409 gathering soon! :D:D

and 6Lers :D must be really happy that i have such a nice class to share the important jc life memories with :D too many people to mention liaos... ahhh i hope i dun forget anyone :S

and to everyone out there... ALL THE BEST!

wishing wind to thy wings at 12:12 PM
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