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Saturday, January 27, 2007
i am a cry baby :( had a minor breakdown yesterday just before dance cos feeling very very stressed and didnt have a chance to whine at anyone for the past few days... haha. so no release then pent up energy. so paiseh. im sure a j2 cry baby go and cry in front of j1s :( basically was feeling rather stressed cos SAT practice was killing me and making me sleep so late every night that i barely have energy the next day. and i experiencing diminishing marginal returns where i keep getting worse and worse as i practice. and i keep falling asleep while practising which is rather crappy larh. and running every morning is starting to feel pointless and ineffective. and making me tired. :( j2 dance hasnt been going well also. problems even before we started. my dancing is screwed also. keep feeling not up to usual standard. especially when compared with after ji xun last year... can feel the difference. a lot of school work to do and catch up on as well. my resolution to read the economist every week is some sort of crap. i hav the next issue already and im not done with past week's one still :S havent really understood or paid attention is many lectures.haha i realised that even though i always complain that i have to apply self-censorship when blogging, i still manage to fa xie a bit. hehe. but the cry yesterdae released some of the pent up frustration larh so i feel better now. some dancers and classmates smsed well-wishers for SATs too. haha so nice :D these small gestures of friendship and concern mean so much to me :)
SAT today. haha i was prepared for it this time. not meaning that i did a lot of practice exercises or studied more [well i did study more larh. last time din study at all?] haha but im referring to the "DO NOT FALL ASLEEP" preparation. slept at 11.30 liddat yesterdae. and drank coffee this morning [haha i forgot the coffee is diuretic so keep wanting to go to the toilet]. hehe and i brought ammunition! in the form of coffee sweets and tic tac :P but didnt use them at all. cos toilet breaks are only 5 minutes and queuing to use the sole cubicle [one on each level] takes WAAAYYY much more time than that :S
i hope cross my fingers pray diedie must score higher than last time!
haha. shall go do some work before coming back to cut music tonight. tadas!
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