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Saturday, September 30, 2006
wahhhh, so long never blog liaos...during exams got lloads to say then now dunnoe wat else to do!! grah!
shall change template soons... dun like this one liaos... restricted by small space and cannot see pics clearly! zzzzzzz... wat shud i do now?
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Friday, September 22, 2006
amazing discovery that dawned upon me yesterday. i think i get depressed very easily whenever i study all alone at home. as in when everyone else is out. like today. a another day last week also. why like that? grah!!ah, i was listening to this song yesterdae, suddenly got very touched. it's a nice song. makes me wonder about the value of life and what we should do with it. haha...
Here's To The Heroes
Mario Frangoulis
Here's to the heroes
Thoses few who dare
Heading for glory
Living a prayer
Here's to the heroes
Who change our lives
Thanks to the heroes
Freedom survives
Here's to the heroes
Who never rest
They are the chosen
We are the blessesd
Here's to the heroes
Who aim so high
Here's to the heroes
Who do or die
Mia monacha prosefchi (A single prayer)
Pera os pera alithini (Truthful throughout)
Gia panta mesa stin kardia mou (Forever in my heart)
Here's to the heroes
Who aim so high
Here's to the heroes
Who do or die
there. i've listened to this song many many times before but i was never as touched as yesterday, probably because i wasn't paying attention to the lyrics. i was reading the lyrics yesterdae, and... it really struck me... when i read his personal message for the album, quite touched also... makes me wonder the cause for me to study so hard when he goes out and pursue him dreams. but.
no reason for me to give up my studies also! i must jiayou!!
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Saturday, September 16, 2006
feeling bored right now... so sha blog about a few fun facts!!my sis found this is a book ysterdae...
since they asked us to prove them wrong... so we tried:D
and we found this HUGE piece of baking paper at home... [rationale: bigger equals to can fold more times... baking paper equals to thin, can also fold more times...] hence, this huge piece of paper
fold 1:
fold 2:
fold 4:
fold 5:
fold 6: (note: it wun stay down by itself now)
fold 8:
yeps... so there... got stuck at fold 9... and yes.. my sister was insisting that she could fold 9 time yesterdae... so i let her try again:
LOL. needless to say... she failed.
and yes! this made me think of the grains of rice the wise man asked from the king [math lecture]
the explosive power of geometric progressions!
does this make you more interested in studying maths??
haha...
ahwells, 24 more questions to go for math rev tutorial...
bleah!
anyways... study hard!
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ah, that was a really irrelevant point. anyway. today was a super cold day... was freezing in A67 like for hours on end... grah! all my fault actually. cos i picked up my jacket before leaving the house. then decided that since there was only 1 lesson in LT, i shouldnt bring my jacket... grah!
today's gp essay was yuck yuck yuck... like i so totally screwed it larh. bleah... was writing half way then i felt like changing topic... cos my arguments werent for the question at all... *screams* im so going to die... smmr it's counted larh!!! bleargh... considering that i already got 22/50 for my term 2 essay. i should really really do well now to make up for it... but the essay today. would probably warrant a 21/50... ahwells... well done zhixu.
ahaha! i juz realised that mayb im not a good gambler :( lost 2 bets recently... din finish an allocated amount of studying on tuesday. was supposed to do chem chapt 13 n 14, math chapt 7-10 and the entire revision worksheet... grah! but whao conceded defeat cos he din manage to finish the rev wksht in a short time oso [haha! 60+ pages of foolscap!]
the other one was abt gp essay. the science one.. ahhhhhhhh...
yucks! shall not attempt betting anymores... :'(
today is fridayyyy... n i dun feel like mugging :( ahhhhhhhhhhh
promos are near!
starts to panic.
bleah
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Thursday, September 14, 2006
pw is rarrrrrrrrrrrrr... made me starve today. super tired.. shall go catch up on lost sleep nows.. ahhh, chem test tmr! havent prepared!c0mments
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
STRESS... as in stress, not the stress game... bleargh... was called early in the morning today and told that i had to prepare 2007 budget by tmr! oh wow... ok, shudnt be blogging now! screams!!!!c0mments
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
zomg, my msn cant open!! bleargh...anyway... my net loss decreased. from 3.0 to 2.5... and it originally managed to fluctuate between 3.0 and 3.5!!! :'( bleargh... zhixu is growing fat!!! :'(:'(
bah! went to rib today... what a lousy choice... so should hav eaten in rj lorh... ate burger which was fatty!! and tt's y i so fat larh... bah!
anyway... this i what happened when i opened the fridge juz now...
in the box... and this is what happens when you take that out...
and this is what happens when you open the freezer!!! ahhhh... screamsss...
anyway... i can declare that i havent eaten ice cream since 19th aug.... and chocolate since then also... which is like what a wonderful feat... ahhhhh... cravings!! haha but should be happy that the andersons ice cream disappeared without my contribution:D
ahhh. y m i wasting time blogging when i should be checking pw n seeing what happened to our turn-it-in??? grah!
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Monday, September 11, 2006
bleargh... math h3 is a KILLER... grah!!! i study until yao suan bei tong... like neck very achy!! haha.. makes me feel very LAO... bleargh... pw deadline is coming!! must touch up report somemore! and cut smmore words!! bleargh...anyway... ysterdae was the 1st day of the fan3tan1dao2bian3 activity in taiwan... was watching taiwan news... like... quite cool:D
ahhh, nth else to tok abt... oh yes... and promos are coming!! must stop coming online for a while... such a distraction! bleargh
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Saturday, September 09, 2006
yepsyeps... today had to wake up soooo early in the morn to take dis stoopid chem rev test... yucks, when my mum woke me up i was still bleary and like was considering whether to actually wake up n go school or not... haha...then went to school and took the test... which was quite ok larh i think:D some pple might murder me for that:D but then like i din exactly study carboxylic acids n nitrogen cmpds... yucks... so cannot ditch org chem yet... must continue to jiayou... chem test nxt week!!
ahhhh i feel super slack... mugged 3 chapts of h3 math today in sch! but then like i think if i try to do it myself i wldnt be able to do quite a few qns... yucks yucks yucks!!!
bleargh.... feeling super slack... like must start to panic liaos!! tmr going shopping so effectively im wasting 2 whole days!! bleargh...
but no mood to study lehs:(:(:(
ahhhh... shall try to cut off 160 more words on pw report now:)
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Friday, September 08, 2006
aiyoh... im supposed to be studying org chem for the chem revision test today... then like my sister doing something to our internet cos dunnoe how to connect the pc to internet... so my mum ask me to switch on my laptop... then like switch on liaos might as well blog... haha!today... studied... then i was suppose to break for 1 hr where i bathe and watch tv for a while and rest... then... aiyohs... i went to bathe then sit in front of the tv for 2 hrs! bleargh... so waste time.. haha! was watching this norwich union international track thingy.. so pro:D:D the long d russians are sooo pro!! haha... there was this steeplechase thing and the russian sooooo pro! was like sooo super faster than every1!!
argh! then like i juz did this huge conversion scheme... took photo but too lazy to upload now... hehes... very pretty but like super squashed... no idea how useful it will be... like soooo small until i look at it might go blind! haha!!!
tmr got chem rev test... wondering whether i should stay in sch to study h3 math or go home and study h3 math... haha!! i dun study well in sch but then like h3 math need pple to ask?? grah!! h3 math teachers are positively evil! like give us test juz b4 promos!! grahgrah!!!!
okies... shall go back to studying chem!! bleargh... getting bored... lol.. was saying how cool org chem is to my sis, who took all humans. then like she was "good thing i didnt take chem" haha? i think chem very fun:D but then like org chem got A LOT to memorise... which is not so good... okies... shall go back now... dun even rem all the mechanisms! bleargh... and all the reagents n conditions!! bleahbleah... then like equations are so hard to mug... esp for fehling n tollens. bah!
jiayou mugging every1!!
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Thursday, September 07, 2006
aiyah... today, i had this weird feeling, but nvm. haha!!today's post shall b a random recollection of events...
net loss fluctuated between 3.0 to 3.5 today... kinda weird... the scale couldnt seem to decide... but i suppose it differs between before lunch and after lunch that sorta thing... ahh wells... maybe next time when we take height and weight i should get some1 to lift up my ponytail... wonder how much it weighs...
watched this track event on tv juz... the girls are soooo cooollll.... run sososo fast smmr all got abs one! but kinda scary... cos like legs very muscular the arms no muscles at all?
studied very slowly today... like got no mood... how? promos are approaching and i keep having no mood... grah!
shopping with my sister on sat! she was insisting that we should go shopping together at least one more time b4 she leaves... and since she's leaving b4 promos... i was like, the earlier the better... so sat lorh...
hmmm, havent dcided wat to get for her yet... bleargh.
fri got chem revision test... yucks... my org chem is dead... esp the last few chapters... i told myself to do this huge conversion scheme thingy but too lazy to, how? i cant even rem all the reagents and conditions although i studied already... or i SAID i studied alrr...
cant think of anything else now. sian! pw is like got so much to cut! grah!
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
i said i wun be depressed ysterdae then today again... so depressing... today study until want to cry... i dunnoe wats wrong w me alrr... how ultimately depressing larh... was studying today. then din go out then every1 go out then do work until really really want to cry alrr... i hav no idea why i perservered for so long onli to give up now... but really cannot tahan liaos... grrr..... bah!c0mments
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
was feeling bored so this is what i did... lol... and im still irritated... grrr... haha... koped this from jing xuan's blog... | You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!
What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!) created with QuizFarm.com |
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i realised that not accepting presents can be interpreted as rude... so some people might be offended... juz hope i din offend anyone today:( really really dun mean it:(
ahhhhh.. grrrrr. i juz called sonare to ask why i din receive my piano cert when i took my theory exam in april!!! and practical last year!!!!! how come they tell me that i had to photocopy my practical and theory certs and send to sonare for them to send to tvc in malaysia before tvc in malaysia send to london?????? then i hav to wait for tvc london to send my cert to tvc malaysia and wait for tvc malaysia to send it to sonare in singapore before sonare in singapore sends it to me??? then last time i called they just said wait for a while, we'll send you the cert as soon as we get it... then how come all my frens hav alrr receive their certs?? must be they lost my cert and then dowan to tell me...
grah! today was a study in sch day... which was soo not fruitful.. haha.. cos i kind of went to school to find out how to do physics superposition tutorial and all i learnt was how to do 1 question which i already knew how to do juz that subst in the wrong value!!! such a waste of time!! i would be like soooo super irritated if not for the fact that actually it wasnt a waste of time cos i woke up early and like kind of started work at 9am... cos at home i will juz wake up late and start work after lunch and end work before dinner... lol... hhaa?? but school isnt exactly the most comfortable place to study cos the classroom we were in was sooo hot and stuffy!! i kinda got my mum to fetch me early :$
and haha! my mummy is calling sonare now to fuss at the person cos shes like super pissed... they a bit told us not to worry and they will send us the cert asap... grah! then they were saying that oh, we'll only give you the cert cos we are onli an exam center and dont do stuff like collecting certs for you.. im sure larh! you are an exam center and the main point of me taking these exams are to obtain the cert... if not i juz learn piano why i spend like 900 plus taking ur rubbishy exam???
on a lighter note... zhixu loves chocolates:) and love the pple who give her chocos to eat too!! although i must say that chocolates are fatty... bleargh... but zhixu's net loss was 3.5 kg before going for buffet dinner ysterdae!! so happy... but i kinda havent dared to weigh myself after the buffet yet... bleargh...
off to study smmore.. to ensure that today isnt a waste... grrr, got no more mood... why is sonare so irritating?
haha? sonare juz called my mum again and my mum is being pissed at them!! why soooo rubbishy??? grah! like dun even want to send me cert... im sure larh... i take exam for what? my sis a bit got her cert in 1 mth aft she finished her exam... and how come they dun help pple issue cert then every1 got their cert except for me??? smmore dunnoe wat must apply... grah!!!
why is today and ysterdae so irritating... and depressing??
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
sleep. finally... im ditching my pwmates again:'(c0mments
and folding stars out of the sides of rough paper i use... lol
lol... anyway... today juz simply very waste time!! din get anything done... n i realised i sooo super need help for superposition... bleargh... and the math h3... i laugh... haha!!!
and then i juz ate bak-gua... grah!! soooo super fatty!!! zzz i juz realised tt the hols hav come at a super lousy time!! grah! like hols = stay at home = food very accessible = zhixu grow fat!! grrrrrr...
and then i juz ate bak-gua... grah!! soooo super fatty!!! zzz i juz realised tt the hols hav come at a super lousy time!! grah! like hols = stay at home = food very accessible = zhixu grow fat!! grrrrrr...
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Saturday, September 02, 2006
lol... haha!! i opened this window to blog abt sth... then by the time i opened... i 4got wat... haha!! anyway.. now remember again...yeps!! today i smsed laoshi... then she replied... sooo nice~! like very happy after seeing it:D:D anyway... shall attempt typing chinese on blogspot now...
谢谢，我也一直以你们为荣。
awww... haha!! anyway... tt's all! lol... but made me think of training and the torture we went under her... sweat... tears... pain... everything... i miss gym... gym in rj is sooo different and sooo not nice :( i want to go visit her again! haha... to gym pple.. lets visit her after promos?? :D:D
edited 11.02pm: juz realised cant see the chinese words? or maybe onli i cant see... so there... she said... xie4 xie4, wo3 ye3 yi4 zhi2 yi2 ni3 men3 wei2 rong2.
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bleargh... today woke up at 8... then i started sneezing, and sneezing and sneezing and sneezing...
lol... anyway... i think onli when i juz wake up then i will hav 3kg net loss... haha... like after i starve for 1 night then will be lighter... then i start eating again then now more:( haha?? yucks... my net loss not increasing... :( but must be happy that it didnt increase... lol...
hmmm... ysterdae blog so much... 2dae nth much to say... oh yarh.. haha!! on wed 4got to tok abt yogalates... haha!! it is FINALLY over... the teacher wasnt exactly good... nor did we do interesting poses.. haha.. but i can say that i was the only person who did the abs section completely!! whee!! haha... like the guy in the class oso got put down leg i never:D:D:D zhixu is going to build up abs... [yarh right...]
haha... nth much to say liaos... shall go do sth else now... buhbye~
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Friday, September 01, 2006
teachers day today!!!was a terribly rainy day which was super irritating cos like i was supposed to reach school earlier cos a lot of cards to prepare...
LOL, seems like my handwriting was in high demand!! lol... like had to write the inside of mdm ong, weiwei laoshi, ms poh, mr tan n ms lim's card!!! haha... then like rush from table to table cos i reached school super late!!! bleargh... it was raining!!! i got stuck outside the school for soooo super long larh!! like at the school gate turn in there got suuuuppppppeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrr long traffic jam... had to wait for super duper long for the cars on the opposite side to break then can drive into the gate...
then during the celebrations itself... omg... so disgusting larh... zhixu's rule of thumb is if you have nothing to show off, please don't try to show off... omg..... sm1 needs to learn a lesson from me!!! grah... eye sore... how disgusting can it get... *vomits*
then went back to rg... which took soooo super long cos had to wait for every1... haha, met mr chia and ms leow there... bleargh... din get to see ms lee!! mrs ang left too! n mrs linda lim is gone!! :'( and mrs alina wee left school already!!! :'( :'( why liddat...
then went for lunch with all my super nice frens!! haha... had a very nice time although i had a stomach ache and din hav appetite... ate shui2 jiao3 tang1... which was a shocking 4 bucks!!! for like 5 dumplings and soup??!! but then quite nice larh... haha, even if i got the mee i wldnt be able to eat it...
ahhhaaaaa... walked around taka later... went bookbinder... which sold loads of uber nice note books and stuff.. but then uber ex too!! haha... but then like buy stuff from there very bo hua.. the displays look nice bcos the stuff drawn in the books are nice... if you buy then onli buy the notebook, like plain paper, haha!! no artistic talent then not nice i think.. lol.. but still very nice:):):) like material very cool... i must bcome as cool as that too... ysterdae was making cards with the traditional paper, and feathers and clothe!! maybe i can be as cool as them one day:D
then went art fren... saw loads of super nice art materials... but cannot buy, cos i stoopidly din bring money 2dae... as in hav money but not a lot, so cannot spend :( haha... saw a whole rack of thread!!! like soooo many different shades of colour, inspired me to want to go make friendship bands again!! haha... but then like sooo near promos.. n i havent started studying at all...
okok, promise myself... tonight last night of slack! tmr must start... n yeps... then went to this super cool toy shop!! sooooo uber fun larh!! haha, at 1st xinwei n charlene were juz looking at the plain and cute toys outside... then i wandered into the shop... and saw this whooollllllleeeee cool section on veryvery cool games!! haha... sooo fun to play.. haha, then like you can juz walk in and play with the games on display!!! so nice right?? haha.. i think xin wei and charlene were juz hooked onto a game they juz learnt [can ask the shop keeper to teach you how to play one, cool right?] but then had to leave :( for me, i concentrated on making myself reach pluto:):):) [this game where you hav to balance to ball to make it roll upwards...] i succeeded!! and also did this cool thingy, the transfer stacks of rings for one rung to another... haha, for math h3 pple, combinatorics got 1 eg liddat... haha!! one of the last few worksheets we did... i succeeded in that also!! although it was quite time consuming... haha... very fun!! must go there more often!!! wheee~!~!~! cant wait for promos to end then we can go out for gathering again!! haha.. love you guys...
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