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zhi xu.
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likes: purple!
gymnast(:
chinese dancer
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8+1!! | abbY* | alison
whiny aster | belle* | chermaine
chianyeh | class | cheryl y | evelyn
jing xuan | mandre | su(mar)wan | nikki
ramona | pamela maria loo jing ling
rach wong | raisin | suelynn | wenhao
yamz! | yihui(: | yiwei
zhunian!
_wishlist_
black clubs! | tie dyed ribbon
new wallet | black hoop
sasaki ball!!
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Tuesday, February 06, 2007
i realised that sometimes when i read things. i don't feel anything at all. or when i hear things. yet sometimes things touch me so much that im simply moved to tears. i try to distance myself from quite a lot of things in my everyday life and yet there's this vulnerable part of me you can still reach to hurt. hmmm... does this simply mean that i have very good control or that i am cold and unfeeling? do i even feel enough? am i emotionless? ahhh i don't know.it's hard to tell sometimes how much something is part of you and how much something is what you want to be or what you pretend to be. pretending is rather tiring at times while at times it's just yet another familiar coat that you wear everyday.
on another note, received an email about cip. orientation on saturday which i cant go for :S and after the orientation we submit some form which means it will start soon. there goes my free tuesdays. let's hope they are well spent.
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