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Monday, August 07, 2006
i dunnoe why, but i find myself super irritated today. actually, i think i do, but there are sooo many things that irritated me today that i dunnoe wat got me so irritable in the very first place.first thing, chem spa, which i so totally screwed up... couldnt control myself at all but i was already very tired and gross feeling early in the morning and i couldnt control my hands and i think i basically did rubbish during chem spa... lyk not adding drop wise and not getting the end point correct... i think lyk the colour change all wrong, which was ultimately disgusting... then lyk my fingers cannot control then anyhow squeeze which is totally rubbish. so after chem spa, i was alrr feeling a total disgust with how i was feeling today.
then smmore, i was trying not to be irritable and so i tried not to show others i was irritated... so i just smiled, which made other pple joke with me and everything, which made me EVEN more irritated. GAH!
then i didnt dance today, bcos my ankle was even worse today then yesterday. bcos i danced ysterdae. DISGUSTING. argh. then weiweilaoshi didnt come today, which means i collected the form from mdm ong for nothing, and i won't see weiweilaoshi for the entire week
it didnt help that PW is now falling apart bcos none of us actually do work together unless we are trying to chiong work the night before the due date of anything, which is rubbish, cos i think we dont create quality work in that way, although we actually get the work done.
then, i wasted dance, yes, i think i said already, bcos i didnt dance... smmore we had meeting for 5 hours (i conclude i want to choreographe a contemp dance!!) but then now it doesnt even seem appealing to me.
then in the car i was telling my mum i got back my report slip... n i was telling her about my chem n math percentile, onli to be cut in and said "so your physics very bad right?"
and then i was eating in the car and soup SLOPED on me
and then i hav this feeling that some people don't like me. and keep saying stuff about me.
and i dont know wat to do!!
and not the mention that im super behind for dance funds
gross
ultimately
gross
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